From Victim to Survivor: A Group Treatment Model for Women Survivors
of Incest
Copyright © 1993 by Brenda J. Saxe
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From Victim to Survivor: A Group Treatment Model for Women Survivors
of Incest.
BY
BRENDA I. SAXE Ph.D. candidate
WITH
SUSAN M. JOHNSON Ed.D.
University of Ottawa
and
PAULINE BARRETT M.S.W.
LORNA ERICKSON-FRASER M.S.W.
KATHI KALIL M.S.W.
NICKI COLLINS M.S.W.
Family Service Centre of Ottawa-Carleton
Dedication
This manual is dedicated to all women who, as children, overcame acts towards
them of unspeakable cruelty and betrayal.
To all survivors of incest and especially to all the women who have
shared their trauma, their courage, their creativity, their tears and
their laughter in our groups. Without their trust, suggestions and their
power for change this manual would not be possible. We honour them and
join with them in our common endeavor to make this world a safer, more
loving place.
B.J.S., P.B., L.E.F., K.K., N.C.
Author's Acknowledgments
This manual could not have been written without the encouragement and support
of many people.
A very special thank you is given to:
The women in the "Victim to Survivor" Group who allowed me to be a witness
on their healing journey so that this manual could be written. To them
I give my gratitude and respect.
Lorna Erickson-Fraser and Pauline Barrett, whose support and encouragement
were never-ending.
Sue Johnson, my thesis supervisor, for her enthusiasm, generosity, and
patience.
Kathi Kalil and Niki Collins for their valuable contributions.
The Family Service Centre of Ottawa-Carleton for extending me their trust
and allowing me to complete this project.
Maggie Fietz, Eric Fietz, and Stacy Fietz for undertaking the formidable
task of editing and formatting of the manual.
Family Violence Prevention Unit of Health Canada for providing the
financial means to make this project a reality.
Last but not least, I would like to thank my husband David and my two
children, Ali and Rob, for always being there, for making their own suppers
when I was too tired, and for letting me complain when I needed to. I
could not have done this without your love and support.
-Brenda J. Saxe
Other Acknowledgment
Each contribution is acknowledged in the text where possible. Every attempt
has been made to obtain appropriate permission where required.
If there are inadvertent omissions, we apologize and would be pleased
to hear from those concerned.
We wish to express our thanks to those who have contributed anonymously.
Contents
- Introduction
- The impact of incest on the lives of women
- The value of group treatment
- The group format: a rationale
- Forming the group
- The treatment model: an overview
- General guidelines for group structure and format
- The selection and assessment of group members
- Sample Acceptance Letter
- Victim to Survivor Group Treatment Model
- Overview
- Session One
- Consent to Exchange Information Form
- Session Two
- Session Three
- Handout: "Setting Individual Goals"
- Session Four
- Handout: "Guided Journey to a Safe Place"
- Session Five
- Session Six
- Session Seven
- Session Eight
- Session Nine
- Handout: "Saying Goodbye"
- Session Ten
- Handout for Session Ten
- Session Eleven
- Handout: "Working Things Through"
- Handout: "There is Pain in Guilt"
- Handout: "Wisdom Journey"
- Session Twelve
- Theme Module: Coping
- Session Thirteen
- Handout: "Just A Child"
- Session Fourteen
- Handout: "Circles"
- Session Fifteen
- Handout: "To Laugh"
- Session Sixteen
- Handout: "Life's Pleasures"
- Session Seventeen: Ceremony
- Handout: "The Search for Freedom"
- Session Eighteen
- Session Nineteen
- Handout: "Wudjagonnado"
- Handout: "Comes the Dawn"
- Handout: "Personal Bill of Rights"
- Session Twenty: Celebration
- Handout: "Born to Live"
- Sample Certificate
- Post-Group Evaluation Sheets
- Theme Modules
- Overview
- Theme Module: Anger
- Handout: "Tips on Expressing Anger"
- Theme Module: Conflict
- Handout: Resolution of Conflict
- Handout: "I'm Special"
- Theme Module: Self-Injury
- Handout: "Ways to Stop Self-Injury"
- Theme Module: Intimacy
- Handout: "Definition of Intimacy"
- Handout: "Degree of Closeness"
- Handout: "Exploring Intimacy"
- Information Sessions for partners, friends,
family
- First Information Session
- Handout: "To A Safer Place"
- Second Information Session
- Handout: "Personal Bill of Rights"
- Six-Month Follow-up Session
- Six-Month Follow-up Evaluation
- Bibliography
Introduction
The Family Service Centre of Ottawa-Carleton is a community agency that
has been providing counselling services to people in need in the Ottawa-Carleton
region since 1914. By 1983, the agency found that many requesting its services
were victims of violence in families, and that many clients were women who
had experienced childhood sexual abuse. In response to the needs of this
population, a group treatment program was conceived, designed, and implemented
by Pauline Barrett and Lorna Erickson-Fraser of the FSC for women with a
history of childhood incest.
This "Victim to Survivor Group", as the program has come to be known,
has been in operation continuously since that time. The "Victim to Survivor
Group" conducted by the Family Service Centre of Ottawa Carleton (FSC)
is a twenty-week program that is held twice yearly beginning in February
and September of each year. Each group consists of a maximum of ten participants
and is closed to new members once the group begins. Sessions are held
on a weekly basis and are two and a half hours in length. Each group is
facilitated by two female co-therapists.
Requests for the group treatment program have far exceeded the agency's
capacity for response. As knowledge of this program has spread, other
mental health professionals involved in the treatment of this population
have requested information on this model of group treatment.
This manual is a response to these requests for resource information
regarding the design and implementation of group treatment programs for
women incest survivors. The task of observing and then delineating the
treatment model was undertaken by Brenda Saxe of the University of Ottawa
as part of a larger program of group treatment evaluation that served
as her doctoral dissertation.
Dr. Susan Johnson of the University of Ottawa, Pauline Barrett, Lorna
Erickson-Fraser, Kathi Kalil, and Nicki Collins of the Family Service
Centre of Ottawa-Carleton have generously contributed to this manual as
did the women in the "Victim to Survivor" groups who graciously consented
to participate in the evaluation research. This manual is intended to
provide ideas and suggestions for other professional agencies who wish
to either begin group treatment programs or acquire new ideas for established
groups.
The impact of incest on the lives of women
The trauma following sexual abuse of a child is profound and pervasive.
The repercussions of such abuse by a known, trusted family or extended family
member can emerge suddenly in adult life, triggered by some specific life
event such as marriage, the birth of a child, the death of a parent; or
can be more chronic, continuing sporadically from the time of the abuse
onward.
Although each woman responds in her own way to the experience of incest
in her life, research indicates that there are many common concerns among
women with such a history. A comprehensive review of the effects of incest
can be found in Healing the Incest Wound by Christine A. Courtois
(1988).
Indeed the passage of time does not appear to ease the impact that incest
has upon the lives of women and the trauma may continue to influence many
aspects of the woman's life even though the abuse may have occurred many
years previously. Feelings such as intense shame and low self-esteem frequently
interfere with the completion of important life tasks such as obtaining
an education, establishing a nurturing relationship, and/or starting and
raising a family. Such negative feelings can often lead women with a history
of childhood incest into life situations and/or relationships that result
in revictimization.
Often the shame, guilt, and pain that women experience as a result of
incest are found hidden in substance abuse or other destructive behaviours,
such as promiscuity or eating disorders. Many women experience actual
physical symptoms that can become debilitating over time. Anxiety and
fear continue for many survivors of childhood incest. Such anxieties may
take the form of panic attacks, sleep disturbances, and/or constant hypervigilence.
Women who have experienced incest often suffer from-uncontrollable flashbacks
to the abuse situations and scenarios. Depression is one of the most common
aftereffects of incest. Chronic depression can result in persistent suicidal
ideation and suicide attempts. Many women describe themselves as numb,
not living, or not real.
Most women survivors of incest believe themselves to be very different
from other people because of their experiences. The inherent need and
pressure for secrecy around incest has isolated them from others from
their childhood onward, perpetuating their distress and shame. Most believe
they will remain alone isolated and frightened because of childhood events.
Perhaps the most tragic aftereffect of incest is the enormous difficulty
that survivors often have in trusting others and in forming satisfying
intimate and loving relationships. Relationships with significant others
are often described as empty and strained, the women seeing themselves
as being either a sexual object for their partner's use or as the one
who must take care of all the partner's needs. In addition, many survivors
frequently oscillate between rage and helplessness against all of the
important people in their lives - parents, siblings, partners, and even
their own children. Such feelings of rage and helplessness may be a recreation
of those they experienced as powerless children.
Although each woman may respond differently to incest, it is clear that
some of the consequences are often serious enough to cause a woman to
seek treatment. In treating women survivors of incest, the aftereffects
are to be viewed as consequences of the untreated original trauma. The
coping skills that a child develops in order to survive an untenable situation
often become maladaptive in adult life. The skills that were needed to
survive the feelings and fears of a child are best recognized as valuable
coping tools that may have become outdated and need to be modified. Therefore
emphasis is now focused on normalizing these coping strategies.
The value of group treatment
The process of healing from incest is a long and arduous one. It is an emotional
journey that can be variously filled with fear, distrust, hope, pain, longing,
anger and sadness. At different points during this healing journey, different
tools may be needed to help overcome the next barrier to reach the next
plateau. The time-limited, trauma-focused group treatment model described
in this manual is one tool that can be useful on the journey from victim
to survivor. It is offered as a model for a first-stage group for incest
survivors; that is, the first group program that an incest survivor would
attend after making the decision to join a group as part of her healing
process. As such, it focuses specifically on the original trauma and the
impact of that trauma on the life of the survivor. A second-stage group,
on the other hand, often deals with many interpersonal and growth issues
for incest survivors in their current life and is generally less focused
on the original trauma, less structured and more process oriented. It is
important that there be many options made available for women to choose
from on their journey to recovery. As examples, other tools of healing may
include, at various times, individual therapy, marital therapy, Alcoholics
Anonymous, self-help groups, career re-entry counselling, adult education,
family therapy, or any combination of the above. It is hoped that survivors
and therapists alike recognize the benefits of these other options, and
that all the above services are made available to women who have survived
an incest experience.
Women survivors of incest often seek treatment in individual therapy,
generally for problems other than incest. Since approximately one in four
female children will have experienced some form of sexual molestation
from a trusted family or extended family member by the age of eighteen,
the difficulties of a woman seeking treatment may be due to an unresolved
incest trauma. A gentle and direct approach in the initial therapy interview
can help determine whether this is the case. Individual therapy with a
warm and caring therapist can help a woman with her first disclosures
of incest and her retrieval of memories of the abuse. (It allows for disclosure
in a safe environment, it helps the woman establish a trusting relationship,
and it provides a place wherein she can explore and confirm her perceptions
and emotions.)
Since this manual outlines a treatment model which is group centred rather
than individual in nature, a rationale for this type of approach follows.
The group format: a rationale
There is little doubt that one of the major problems faced by women who
have been sexually abused as children is a continuing sense of isolation
and differentness that results from having been forced into a secretive
and taboo practice. Even when incest is disclosed in individual therapy,
it is still done in a private and confidential context and may inadvertently
serve to maintain the coercive secrecy and isolation common to the daily
life of a victim/survivor. Therefore, if and when the woman feels comfortable
with the idea of attending a group with other women survivors of incest,
the group can become an important step towards full healing and resolution.
The act of attending a group is, in and of itself, a public acknowledgment
of the incest and may release the woman with such a history from her burden
of secrecy which is so much a part of the incest dynamic. Group members
often come to recognize that they are not alone and share commonalities
of the experience resulting in similar personal and interpersonal difficulties.
The commonalities among group members frequently serve to normalize these
experiences and problems. The latter may include such feelings as low
self-esteem, guilt, depression, suicidal ideation, as well as problems
with intimacy and sexuality. Ultimately, these should be viewed not as
character defects but rather as common reactions to the incestuous abuse.
Involvement in a group with other survivors is believed to have additional
benefits for the incest client besides reducing isolation. Group therapy
provides an environment that encourages interactions and supportive relationships
between group members. In a group, individuals who have been victimized
can begin to see themselves as helpful to other people, thus increasing
their feelings of self-esteem and control. Group members may develop friendships
with each other, perhaps learning for the first time how to create intimate,
trusting and mutually satisfying relationships.
The group often serves as a "new family" for members which may make it
somewhat easier to deal with family-of-origin problems since they can
often be rehearsed and worked through in the group without fear of rejection
or reabuse.
The group is a powerful stimulus for identifying and exploring feelings
about the incest as well as long-held beliefs regarding childhood rules
and messages fostered within the abusive family. For example, although
a group member often believes that she was responsible for and deserved
her own sexual abuse, she will rarely believe that the other group members
caused or deserved their abuse. As members reconnect with and work through
their memories, the group provides a uniquely supportive atmosphere because
of the commonality of experience and the ability to identify with each
others' emotions.
Finally, the group presents an opportunity for the practice of new social
skills. Group members can try on new behaviours and learn to give and
receive feedback in a supportive environment.
When conceptualizing incest and its aftereffects, the authors believe
that a synthesis of perspectives from both the feminist and traumatic
stress model is useful.
Submission and secrecy are enforced in situations of violence against
women and children. The patriarchal structure of society perpetuates notions
of male domination and power, serving to limit a woman's choices and keep
violence both accepted and hidden. The feminist model has, at its core,
the validation of women's' experience: the woman is the expert on her
experience and knows what she needs in order to heal and move forward.
This group treatment model adopts a feminist approach: the aftereffects
of incest, whether they be physical symptoms or general life difficulties,
are viewed not as psychopathology, but as creative attempts to cope with
and survive the negative impact of incest. Some of the "survival skills"
employed by incest victims may become problematic, in effect keeping the
woman from reaching her potential of health and growth. A feminist approach
to their treatment allows women to explore their symptoms and difficulties
in a safe and supportive environment, learning that these are related
to the original trauma and can therefore be defined as coping mechanisms
created in response to the incest experiences. Such a set of normal reactions
to abnormal situations can now be examined with less anxiety. The woman
learns that she can control her future-the direction of her life as she
moves from victim to survivor.
The traumatic stress model deals with incest as a catastrophic event
that shatters a child's view of the world as a safe and predictable place.
Post-traumatic symptoms develop as a result of responses to severely negative
life events and have been well documented with respect to such events
as horrific warfare, torture, rape, etc. Common reactions to catastrophic
situations include cyclic phases of both intrusive symptoms flashbacks
to the event, nightmares, panic attacks, sleep disturbances, and hypervigilance,
as well as avoidance symptoms such as withdrawal, dissociation, and numbing.
Similar symptoms can be part of an incest survivor's reaction, the result
of repeated and prolonged sexual violation perpetrated on a child who
is powerless to escape.
The authors believe that such post-traumatic stress symptoms, when explored
in a safe and supportive environment, can be related to the original trauma
and reframed as past coping mechanisms created in order to survive the
ordeal of incest.
Within this feminist and traumatic stress model of incest, the therapeutic
orientation of the "Victim to Survivor" group treatment model arises from
a synthesis of humanistic existential and experiential perspectives based
on the work of Carl Rogers and Fritz Perls, respectively. According to
humanistic-existential theory, individuals are seen as having inherent
tendencies to survive and grow and develop their capabilities in ways
that will serve to maintain or enhance their beings. In an experiential
view of human functioning, people are also active perceivers of their
world and construct meanings and organize what they see or hear on the
basis of their current emotional state and experiential organizations.
It is these perceptions that determine behaviour at any given moment.
Thus acceptance of "what is" at any given moment is the cornerstone of
the therapeutic relationship. From this stance, the therapist attempts
to enter the world of the incest survivor in a respectful and nondirective
way and to help her explore that world from her perspective and frames
of reference. The individual is the authority on her own experience and
her experience is the primary reference point which guides all therapeutic
interventions. As with the general population, members of Victim-to-Survivor
groups are striving for wholeness and integrity. This is why they have
requested help in identifying those aspects of their experience that block
effective living for them.
It is hoped that the information in this treatment manual will encourage
those in the mental health field who work with women survivors of incest
and who wish to establish their own group treatment programs to do so.
This manual is, however, a guideline, not a substitute for sound
clinical skills and experience in working with survivors of incest. Furthermore,
modifications to the treatment protocol may be appropriate depending on
the resources available and on the unique personality and needs of each
group.
The treatment model: an overview
A treatment model that is time limited appears to have a number of advantages
as a first-stage group for women with a history of incest:
- the imposition of a time limit establishes firm and clear boundaries
from the outset. This is of special importance for those women whose
own boundaries may be diffuse and ambiguous;
- a time limit promotes goal-oriented work, facilitates bonding, diminishes
the womens' reluctance or difficulty in sharing emotionally- charged
material, and helps them look toward the future rather than focusing
solely on the past;
- a time-limited group allows more women to have access to the program.
The group treatment model presented in this manual is designed to help group
members change their perspective from that of victims to that of survivors.
The twenty-week group treatment model is divided into four phases which
are organized in a sequential manner. These phases follow the stages of
recovery that are outlined by many writers in this area:
1) establishing a safe place,
2) breaking the silence,
3) working through, and
4) reintegration and termination.
Each session builds on the previous week's work, providing a level of
comfort and safety which enhances the treatment experience for group members.
Phase One
The first three sessions, weeks One through Three, are devoted primarily
to establishing a safe place for the group members. Trusting others is a
prominent and difficult issue for survivors of incest. In order to encourage
and foster the establishment of safety and trust, the topic of incest is
opened in a safe and non-threatening manner. This is accomplished through
group exercises which examine different definitions and views of incest
in a general way so that the women can begin to explore their feelings around
the incest without feeling threatened or intimidated. During this phase,
the women get to know each other and begin bonding with and trusting each
other and the group leaders so that they will be able to eventually tell
their stories. During this initial phase, there is often intense relief
at letting go of the 'secret' and meeting others who have had similar experiences.
This may lead to immediate symptomatic improvement and a feeling of well-being.
It must be remembered, however, that this feeling of well-being is only
a temporary relief since core issues have yet to be specifically addressed.
Phase Two
Weeks Four through Eight involve each woman telling her own individual experience
of incest. They are encouraged to tell their story in as much detail as
possible. Group leaders respectfully and gently pose questions which help
each woman to distinguish between the facts (what actually happened) and
feelings about the facts (how the individual felt then and feels now about
what has happened). Group members are also invited, with permission, to
ask questions after each narrative so that the woman speaking will know
that she has been heard and believed. The group leaders encourage the women
to bring in pictures, favourite toys, etc.- anything which may help during
their very difficult time of telling.
Of particular significance during this phase is that the telling of her
"story" and the traumas associated with it by each individual has a rippling
effect and is experientially shared by other members who have had similar
experiences. Thus, the initial feelings of well-being experienced by the
women during the first phase is often quickly followed by the return and
worsening of symptoms as the stories unfold. The intrusive or numbing
symptoms of post-traumatic stress disorder frequently return as the women
begin to reconnect, to re-remember and process their own experiences.
Bonding can be accelerated as the women begin to take on supportive and
helping roles with each other. Although the facilitation of group cohesion
is necessary, the leaders must be aware that coping skills will vary and
intervention may be required to make certain the group members pay attention
to their own care and safety.
Phase Three
Weeks Nine through Sixteen are devoted to "working through" some of the
negative affect associated with the original trauma.
In order to begin the "working through" phase, each woman is encouraged
to share her goals arising from joining this group. She is invited to
use the group's help in order to reach these goals- to learn to say "No"
to the feelings or to those who are preventing her from moving forward.
Such learning usually takes place during "working through" exercises,
which entail reprocessing at an experiential level the negative affect
associated with the incest. Each group member is invited to identify her
personal goals and to use the group in order to obtain these goals. Each
woman is then encouraged to engage in a "working through" exercise to
say "No" to the feelings or people that are preventing her from moving
forward.
All "working through" exercises are done on a one-to-one leader and group
member basis in view of the other group members. During these exercises,
one of the group leaders, using experiential techniques, evokes and accesses
the core negative beliefs and/or feelings that are blocking the member's
ability to establish healthy boundaries and/or behaviours. An essential
component of the exercise involves the group leaders using the accessed
emotion(s) as an agent of change so that the group member can begin to
experience herself as empowered and begin to assert herself in growth-promoting
ways. Who or what each woman needs to say "No" to will depend on her individual
goals and her sense of what she needs in order to move forward from victim
to survivor.
During the "working through" phase, the women begin to focus on the differences
between them as opposed to group commonalities that were so pronounced
during the first two phases. As a result, transference issues are more
noticeable and conflict may begin to arise both between group members
and between the members and the group leaders. At this time group process
issues are addressed as they arise but the primary focus remains on achieving
each individual's personal goals by working through the traumatic material.
Thus the "Victim to Survivor" theme continues to regulate the group process
so that the group can continue to be productive and move forward.
Phase Four
The final phase of group treatment (weeks Seventeen through Twenty) is devoted
to integration and termination. The focus is on the progress that each woman
has made and what she has left to do as well as acknowledging the ending
of the group and working with issues that arise from termination. The women
take personal pride in having completed a difficult process but they also
realize that the group, which has been a source of support, is coming to
an end. Several ceremonies and exercises are used during this phase both
to help these women deal with the feelings that arise from the ending of
the group and to assist them in focusing on the future in a positive and
hopeful way. The ceremony in Session Seventeen, for example, helps them
to recognize their individual as well as their group strengths this serves
to facilitate and ease the ending of the group since the women begin to
recognize that they can take the strength of the group with them as they
move beyond it. Finally, the group ends with a special celebration that
signifies a new beginning while acknowledging the likelihood of work left
to do.
General guidelines for group structure and Format
The Setting
It is important that the room used for the group treatment program convey
a sense of comfort and safety for group members. During FSC groups, chairs
are generally arranged in a circle with a low table in the centre on which
are placed containers of play dough, paper, pens, coloured markers, nerf-balls,
tissues, etc. Each chair has a large pillow underneath it, which the women
may use to sit on or to hold. Having refreshments nearby is helpful; at
FSC coffee, tea, ice-water, and hot chocolate are available on a side table
at all times. The lighting is kept fairly low. The women are invited to
think of this room as theirs and to come early if they wish to visit or
talk with each other. If no smoking is allowed during group, then there
should be a designated area in which the women are allowed to smoke when
there is a break during the session.
Group Leadership
All incest groups at FSC are led by two female co-therapists who participate
equally in conducting each session of group treatment. This equal sharing
of duties between therapists provides a model of non-competitiveness and
support for group members. As well, the emotionally charged content and
intensity of the group process places great demands on and may deplete the
therapists' resources. The use of a co-therapy team lessens this burden
and offers each therapist the ability to gain a second perspective on group
process and dynamics.
It is essential that the group leaders have an excellent knowledge and
understanding of survivor issues as well as the sensitivity and clinical
skills to deal with those issues. Many of the group interactions will
need to be understood in terms of incest dynamics and the group leaders
need to be aware of these in order to intervene effectively. They will
be called upon to be equally empathic, reliable and available to all group
members.
Ground Rules
Ground rules are introduced during the first group session to convey to
group members that attention will be paid to issues of safety and trust
in the group. Although there are certain ground rules that are standard,
group members often decide on additional guidelines that they may find helpful.
These may, for example, include rules about socializing outside group sessions.
Others can be added as needed, but too many may convey a message to group
members that they are unable to make good decisions about their own behaviour.
Confidentiality
Since secrecy and shame are prominent aspects of the survivor's world, it
is important that group members have a clear understanding of the limits
of confidentiality as these affect the group and to know that their right
to privacy will be respected. Group members are asked to keep what occurs
during group meetings to themselves and if they wish, to their significant
others. If they do speak to others, group members are asked to talk about
their own feelings and behaviours but are requested not to talk about any
other member of the group. Group leaders also make clear to the group that
limits to confidentiality exist if, for example, there is knowledge of abuse
of children or if they become aware that one of the group members may be
harmful to herself or to others.
Attendance and Punctuality
In a time-limited group treatment program, a commitment to attend all meetings
is required. Regular attendance by group members allows for the development
of group stability which, in turn, fosters trust among the women. If a woman
needs to be absent, she is asked to call beforehand so that the others can
be informed. Lateness can also be disruptive to the group process. Further
ground rules around tardiness or absenteeism sometimes have to be developed
if the group finds this to be a consistent problem. (For example, one way
to explore tardiness among group members is to have an exercise in which
each woman volunteers to talk about her favourite excuse for not coming
to the group that night and how she overcame that excuse.)
A woman who has missed more than two sessions is called by one of the
group leaders, to explore her reasons for not coming. If the woman wishes
to leave the group, she is invited to come back to a final group session
in order to tell the other members about her decision and to say good-bye.
This session often gives her opportunities to receive feedback from the
group and reevaluate her decision. If she is still determined to leave,
her decision is respected.
Expression of Emotion
The accessing of emotions such as rage, fear and sadness associated with
the incest trauma is an integral component of the healing process and is
promoted and encouraged within the group. However, since the safety of the
group is the prime consideration, there must be firm limits on how emotion
is to be expressed. For example, it is explained that destroying property,
violence against another group member or leader, or harming one's self are
unsuitable methods of expression. It is often necessary to teach constructive
ways of releasing emotions since group members may not have learned these
techniques in their families of origin.
As well, many women in the group may fear that they will not be able
to regain control if they allow themselves to access and release their
emotions. They need to be assured of group support and of their own abilities
to recover. In times of distress, a woman may need a time-out away from
the group, and it is important that each group member know that she can
ask for this. Finally, although hugging and giving physical comfort are
encouraged between members and with the group leaders, each member also
has a right to say whether or not she wants to be touched.
Rules of Communication
Although separate from the ground rules, rules regarding appropriate ways
to communicate with each other are discussed at the first session and a
poster with these rules is displayed at the meetings. This may be the first
time that group members have been able to talk so openly about their incest
experience, so each may feel that their story and their experiences demand
centre stage. It is important for group members to "own" their experiences
and to understand that others may experience things differently. The following
rules appear on the poster:
1. Be honest and open.
2. Respect each woman's right to her opinion.
3. Don't interrupt. You will have your turn to speak.
4. Listen carefully to what each other has to say.
5. Only one person should speak at a time.
6. Speak about your behaviour and feelings use "I" messages rather than
"you" messages.
7. Be constructive in your comments to other group members.
8. Be careful not to speak for others. Your way of doing things and your
feelings about things may not be the same as someone else's.
Group Format
Each of the group sessions follows a general format and agenda which is
presented to the group during the first session. As with the rules of communication,
the group format is displayed on a poster during each session. This reminds
group members to help keep the session moving from one segment to another
in order to finish in the established time limit. Time boundaries should
be maintained, particularly regarding meeting's end. There is often a tendency
for members not to want to end the session and the group leaders may be
required to address this issue if it arises.
The session format is as follows:
1. Housekeeping
2. Personal Time
3. Journal Time
4. Main Work
5. Home Work
6. Go-Around
Although there is value in the familiarity of a consistent pattern, any
format must be flexible. As the group moves through different phases,
the times allotted for various activities may change. For example, during
Session Four, a combining of Personal and Journal Time is suggested in
order to devote more time to the Main Work. Decisions to modify the format
are not made unilaterally, but through collaborative discussion with group
members.
Along with the poster displaying the format of each group session, a
poster outlining the overall plan of the 20-week group treatment program
is also displayed at each meeting. The purpose of this poster to help
lessen anxiety among group members by giving them information about what
to expect. This is meant to diminish feelings of helplessness or loss
of control feelings which may be similar to those they experienced or
may still be experiencing within their own family environment.
The overall plan of the twenty week group treatment program is displayed
as follows:
Session One to Three:
Definitions and Views about Incest.
Sessions Four to Eight:
Telling Our Stories.
Sessions Nine and Ten:
Introducing Change.
Sessions Eleven to Nineteen:
Understanding Old Patterns and Learning New.
Session Twenty:
Celebration.
The selection and assessment of group members
Group Formation
Due to the number of requests, the Family Service Centre places individuals
on the "Victim to Survivor Group" waiting list on a "first come, first served"
basis. Before the beginning of each new group, individuals on the waiting
list are contacted in order of request and are evaluated individually during
an interview with one of the group leaders.
These interviews are conducted approximately one month before the beginning
of each new group. The initial interview serves as an opportunity for
the prospective group member to meet one of the group leaders, address
any anxieties and concerns that she may have about the program, and become
acquainted with overall goals, structure, process, and content of the
group. These interviews enable the group leaders to help the prospective
group members determine their readiness for group treatment. For example,
some women may be dealing with other severe life crises or may be so overwhelmed
by their incest experience that more individual work is needed before
they are able to cope with additional group work. Once ten prospective
group members are accepted into the group, the group is closed.
Selection Criteria
Several criteria are used when selecting prospective group members at FSC.
Prospective group members:
1. must be 18 years of age or over.
2. must not be living in the home of the person(s) identified as the
abuser(s).
3. must preferably be in concurrent individual therapy; if not in concurrent
individual therapy, the prospective group member must have at least one
individual that she is able to confide in while dealing with the intense
feelings engendered by the group treatment process.
4. must make a commitment to attend all 20 sessions.
5. must be able to make some connection in her own mind between past
incest experiences and present difficulties.
6. must not be abusing drugs or alcohol and must not be actively suicidal.
(Many survivors are always concerned with suicide and always consider
it an option.)
7. must express some positive feelings about participating in a group
with other incest survivors and be willing to see incest as the central
issue of the group.
When selecting members for the group, it is also preferable not to have
one woman who may feel isolated due to age, sexual preference, or minority
status. The feelings of being different from others, so often a consequence
of incest, are reinforced if the survivor is substantially different from
all other members of the group. If this is the case, the prospective member
is advised and the decision of whether or not to attend that particular
group is hers to make.
The Assessment Interview
The prospective group member is contacted by phone by one of the group leaders
and an appointment is made for an assessment interview. During the initial
phone conversation, the group leader explains that the interview provides
an opportunity for the prospective group member to learn more about the
group and to discuss the appropriateness of her participation at this time.
The group leader generally begins the assessment interview by reviewing
the reasons for the interview and by asking the prospective group member
her purposes in seeking group treatment. The response often leads into
a discussion about the expectations of the prospective group member. A
time-limited group treatment program is only one part of the overall process
of healing and it is important that the prospective group member not enter
the group with the expectation that healing will be completed by the end
of the 20week program. The prospective group member is also encouraged
to talk about any other group experiences that she may have had. (An extremely
negative group orientation may indicate that group work is inappropriate
for this individual.)
The group leader also presents information about the duration, structure,
and orientation of the group to the prospective group member. For example,
it is stressed that the group is time-limited, therapeutic in nature as
opposed to a support or self-help group, that it is led by two professional
co-therapists, that it will have 10 participants, and that it is closed
to newcomers once the group begins.
The group is explained as providing a safe place where group members
can deal with their issues around abuse and receive validation and support
from others with similar experiences. Although it is difficult to present
all details about the conducting of the group during the interview, it
is important that the group leader ask what the prospective group member
needs to know about the group in order to make her decision about whether
the group is appropriate for her. Commitments are discussed, as well as
an exploration of the prospective group member's current life situation.
Ideally, the prospective member should not be anticipating any major
life changes- the birth of a child, starting a new job- during the 20
weeks of the program. If a major life change is expected, the potential
group member may decide to wait for a more appropriate time to enter a
group treatment process. The prospective group member should be functioning
reasonably well on a daily basis. It is essential for her to be aware
that participation in the group may result in the renewal of many painful
memories around the abuse, which may in turn result in temporary disorientation
and disorganization. At this point the prospective member can be asked
about any history of suicide attempts or addictive behaviour. If the original
intent of the behaviours was to dull or erase the painful memories and
feelings around the abuse and these memories and feelings resurface during
group sessions, then it is likely that these same escape mechanisms will
once again become attractive. Further, if a group member is abusing drugs
or alcohol, the "Victim to Survivor Group" is not appropriate for this
time (and will have more value to the applicant once the addictive behaviour
is under control).
Another important issue that must be assessed during the interview is
the level of current support available to the prospective group member.
The best situation is that the prospective group member has an ongoing
relationship with a therapist or, if that is not the case, at least one
safe friend with whom to process the group experience. Group members often
re-experience highly symptomatic effects which may be experienced both
inside and outside of the group situation. It is essential that the group
leader have some idea about how symptoms will be managed and to whom the
prospective group member can turn for support.
The group leader should also ask the prospective group member about her
sexual abuse history and determine if disclosure within the assessment
interview causes extreme anxiety or dissociation, for it is during this
interview that the prospective group member is advised that she will be
asked to tell her own personal story to the group. Since many women express
discomfort on learning this, they will appreciate the interviewer offering
an explanation of the rationale for telling of personal incest experiences.
Throughout the assessment interview the prospective group member is assisted
in an honest assessment of her needs and the best available ways to meet
those needs. This can be a very positive experience for the prospective
group member even if the final decision is to delay entry into the group.
She may become aware during the interview that she is not quite ready
for group work and it is important to let her make that decision first.
The leaders are ultimately responsible for the selection of the group
members and their well-being while they are in the group. If it is decided
that a prospective group member not participate at this time, the leader
should clearly indicate why this is so and should assist the woman in
finding more appropriate alternatives to provide the necessary support,
be it more individual work, an Alcoholics Anonymous program, etc.
If the group leader does accept the prospective group member, it is still
important that the latter consider her decision for two or three days
before definitely committing to the group. This lets the prospective group
member know from the beginning that she has choices in decisions that
affect her life and that her choices are respected.
If the group leader feels that the prospective group member can benefit
and is appropriate for the group, a letter is sent (see page 22) indicating
that her place in the group is confirmed if she still wishes to join but
that she must call to reiterate her commitment to attend.
Sometimes, even the most careful assessment and selection, and firm commitments
from each of the ten potential members yields a group in which there is
one person who does not complete the twenty-week program.
Acceptance letter
Date
Dear _____________________:
We are happy to inform you that your application to enter the next "Victim
to Survivor Group" has been accepted. The 20-week group treatment program
will begin February 26th, 199_ at 7:00 p.m. at our offices at 119 Ross
Avenue, Ottawa, Ontario.
It is important that you confirm with us your intention to join the Group
as we have other applicants who are on a waiting list. In order to hold
your place, could you please phone your response to us no later than February
10th.
We look forward to working with you.
Sincerely,
Overview
This manual is a guideline, not a substitute, for sound clinical skills
and experience in working with survivors of incest. Furthermore, modifications
to the treatment protocol may be required depending on the unique personality
and needs of each group as well as the resources available. For example,
the time-limited group may need to be shorter than the twenty week program
described here and can be adjusted accordingly.
As well as outlining the steps taken in each session, verbatim instructions
have been provided wherever possible. Problems that may arise as well
as clinical issues have been included within session guidelines. A section
referred to as ``Theme modules`` that deals with specific topics found
to be of particular concern to incest survivors has been included following
the Treatment Protocol and may be incorporated into a group session as
needed.
Session One
Suggestions for preparation
Before each group session, the group leaders should assemble those supplies
and Handouts which will be used during the session. The supplies list for
Session One comprises the materials used by the group leaders to create
Journals for each of the group members (ten) and the group leaders (two).
Whenever Handouts are prepared, twelve copies should be made so that the
group leaders will have copies for their Journals.
Supplies:
- 12 one-inch, three-ring binders- avoiding black and red
- 24 Dividers: three-ring with tabs
- 400 pages of three-holed lined paper
- 12 white, self-adhesive labels for the front of the journal
- name tags
- colored markers or pens
- Poems such as When We Speak and The Nature of This Flower
Is To Bloom
(see page 35)
- Quotes from survivors of incest from Conspiracy of Silence by
Sandra
Butler (see page 36)
- Definition of Incest (see page 37)
- Pictures cut from magazines for decorating the Journals (for example,
landscapes, teddy bears, flowers, rainbows)
- These items are assembled into Journals by the group leaders before
the Session begins.
Handouts:
- 12 copies of "Consent to Exchange Information" forms (page 34)
Introduction
It is not uncommon for incest survivors to have a great deal of anxiety
about the first group meeting. If the meeting room is ready with coffee,
tea, hot chocolate, etc., the women will have a place to go that is comfortable,
and they will begin to associate the room with safety and warmth. Each woman
should be warmly welcomed, and the members should be introduced to each
other by the group leaders. At the first meeting, name tags are given out.
Once all members have arrived and are seated, they are officially welcomed
by both group leaders. At this time it is important to help the women
feel at ease. They should be commended for their courage in attending
the group and the leaders should acknowledge any feelings of anxiety or
apprehension.
Housekeeping
During the first session, the group leaders pass out a sheet on which each
member gives her name, address, and phone number. A 'Consent to Exchange
Information' form (see page 34) is given to all group members and a short
explanation is given as to the purpose of this document. Group members are
told that their safety and well being are most important and that there
may be times when the group leaders need to be in contact with a group member's
therapist if they feel that she needs additional support. This will not
occur without the knowledge of the woman involved unless it is felt that
she may harm herself.
At this session, the group leaders also give a short history of the group
and discuss both the ground rules and rules of communication. The posters
with the rules of communication and the group format are pointed out to
the group members. A book is presented to each group member called The
Take Care Book: A Handbook About Women's Health. This book deals with
women's health issues and is available (at the time of this printing)
free of charge from The Women's Health Project, 216 Simcoe Street, Peterborough,
Canada, K9H 2H7.
Personal Time
Personal time is used to allow each member to express where she is "right
now", how she is feeling about the week and what is going on in her
"external" life. Because this is the first session and the members may not
yet feel that they are able to express their feelings, it is helpful to
use a more structured exercise to help break the ice and begin the process
of communication. In this exercise, members are invited to pair with someone
and to tell each other a little bit about themselves, such as where they
were born, the work they do, what hobbies they enjoy, or whatever feels
comfortable for them. Group leaders are also involved in this exercise and
may either pair up with each other or with one of the group members. This
process continues for approximately ten to fifteen minutes. At the end of
the discussion, each member is asked to introduce her partner to the group
and to tell what she has learned about her partner.
Journal Time
Each member in the group is provided with a "Journal" which is hers to keep
and to use. Colourful, three-ring binders are used which are filled with
lined paper. During the Journal Time of the first session, the Journals
are handed out and their purpose is explained. Each member is encouraged
to use her Journal during the twenty weeks to keep a record of her "inner
life" she may write (poetry, stories), draw, reflect on how she is feeling,
use it for her dreams, flash-backs, homework, etc. The Journal is private,
but during the Journal Time, members are given an opportunity to share if
they wish.
Main Work
The Main Work period is the primary focus of each session. The Main Work
of the first three sessions deals with incest in a general way until the
process of bonding allows group members to experience a greater level of
trust within the group. Dealing with incest is less threatening if members
are not immediately required to tell their stories but are given a chance
to bond with each other and the leaders. This allows them to develop some
trust in order to be able to feel safe when they are required to reveal
the details of their incest experience during the second phase of treatment.
The first session of Main Work is called "Brainstorming". In this
session, group members are asked to respond to the words "Incest", "Victim",
and "Survivor". A flip chart is used during this exercise and the words
are written as they are expressed by the women. For example, as each woman
responds to the word "Incest", her word or thought or feeling is written
on the flip chart. This exercise is a nonthreatening way to begin dealing
with feelings and issues surrounding incest. As well, during this exercise,
group leaders may become aware of what kinds of feelings group members
have, who will have difficulty responding and who will not. It also provides
an opportunity for group members to observe what others feel. For example,
if one is afraid to say a certain word and another member is able to,
that member will get a sense of "Yes, I am home here, she understands",
or "I was afraid to say that but someone else did, maybe I can also have
the courage to share".
It is very useful to give back to the members a record of all their work.
All the words elicited in this exercise are typed and handed back to the
group members at the beginning of the next session so that they can keep
an ongoing record in their Journal (see example page 33).
Homework
Homework is given to group members between sessions. Homework assignments
may be written in the Journal or simply thought about, depending on the
style of the individual woman. Homework is a very useful and helpful exercise
in that it allows the women time to think about certain issues in advance.
This decreases anxiety and leads to increased group interaction. Some of
the women may consider homework to be a negative task so it must be presented
in a manner that does not threaten or disempower them. It is helpful to
frame homework as a nurturing rather than as a "have to" exercise. For example,
the group leaders can explain it as follows:
We understand how difficult it may be to deal with your feelings
about incest while carrying on daily activities but it is important for
your own healing to begin to do so. By thinking about the homework task,
you give yourselves permission to put aside some time to deal with things
that you may normally try to avoid.
However, if homework is not done, group members are supported in their decision
and are encouraged to try again. Any concerns about how to carry out homework
should be talked about as they arise. For example, some members may worry
about evaluation while others concern themselves with the distress level
that may result from having to think about incest while not in the group.
Homework given at the first session is: Take Some Time to Focus on
the Self. It is introduced as follows.
(Example)
Think about or write in your Journals thoughts and deflections
that you have about yourself. These may include both positive and negative
thoughts about yourself, your dreams, your feelings, etc.
This assignment allows group members to become comfortable with Journal
writing and helps them to begin the process of self-reflection.
Go-Around
This exercise is used at the end of each session. The purpose is to assess
the emotional state of each member at the end of the session, how she is
feeling about what went on in the session, and any other concerns which
she may be experiencing at this time. The question asked is:
"How are you feeling right now about what went on tonight?
"
The Go-Around begins with one group member and proceeds in order until each
woman, if she wishes to, has been given a chance to speak. Each woman is
given time to express her feelings, both positive and negative, and to share
these with the other group members. Some group members may have difficulty
expressing their concerns briefly, perhaps because the Go-Around signifies
the end of the session. Lengthy discussions can be eased if the group leaders
delineate the structure of the Go-Around during the first session and, when
necessary, gently remind a particular member who takes too long that the
end of the session is imminent.
Often, a group member may be feeling such strong emotions about an issue
that she is unable to finish what she is dealing with during the Go-Around.
Group leaders can ask the group to give this member some extra time, but
must monitor whether a particular individual always appears in crisis
at the end of the session as a way of receiving extra attention or prolonging
the time-limit. Feedback from the group is often helpful in such cases
to help the group member become aware of how her behaviour affects the
group. The group leaders also participate in the Go-Around to share their
thoughts and feelings with the group.
(Example) Group Leader:
I am feeling much encouragement and hopefulness tonight as
well as a great sadness about the pain that you each have been through.
I am amazed at the courage of the group in their willingness to share
their thoughts about incest with each other. I already feel a closeness
to each one of you and hope that you are beginning to feel at home here.
I know how difficult this is for you but am encouraged that you believed
enough in yourselves to be here.
Our spontaneous feelings when we hear the words :
Incest
child betrayal father lonely
hate alone anger low serf-esteem
shame forever sick trust
unfair scars shaky sadness
mother ugly pain guilt
failure silence panic conspiracy
dirty invisible used crazy
numb hurt control mean
no rights blame make believe unreal
pretend why? forgetting how to cry
jealous nightmares liar manipulation
fuck unloveable beaten nobody cares
lies
Victim
depression futility terrorized pathetic
violation covering up tears unbelievable
murder confusion not believed resilient
deserved suppressed vulnerable small
alone desperate courage helpless
dead fear of rejection hypocrisy coerced
survivor covering up raped always waiting
stench exposed choking pity
Survivor
wisdom to know the difference strong my friend
believing help will be there the defiant child winning
acceptance joy coping
reclaiming knowing the truth birth
breaking the cycles sharing the pain effort
smashing down walls healing faith in myself
family of choice feeling the pain survive
protecting loved ones confrontation listening
loving the child within rights are O.K. self-respect
finding my voice I'm not alone finding feelings
fixing my broken self asking without fear support
wondering how I made it
Consent to exchange information
I, _________________________
give my permission
for ______________________________________
of to exchange ______________________________________
information which pertains to the services that I have requested
with _________________________
of the Family Service Centre of Ottawa-Carleton
Information Requested:
General Summary _______________________________________
Special Information ____________________________________
_______________________________________________________
NAME: _________________________________________
ADDRESS: _______________________________________
DATE: ______________________________________
SIGNATURE: ______________________________________
WITNESS: ___________________________________
For the Journal: Poems
When We speak
When we speak
We will stand face to face,
smile to smile,
tear to tear.
We will listen to each other's words,
we will try to understand each other's thoughts,
and most important,
we will look deep into each other's eyes
to seek the truths
reflected there
that have no words
to set them free.
V. Susan Daniels of Peguea
The Nature of this Flower Is To Bloom
And for ourselves, the intrinsic "Purpose" is to reach, and to remember,
and to declare our commitment to all the living, without reservation. We
do what we can. And by doing it, we keep ourselves trusting, which is to
say, vulnerable, and more than that, what can anyone ask?
from "Revolutionary Petunias and Other Poems" by Alice Walker
From Conspiracy of Silence: the Trauma of Incest by Sandra
Butler:
How to say what it's been like. Perhaps I need to couch it carefully
so I don't need to clearly hear my own voice. Perhaps whispering in the
din of all those other voices. Please, I'm tired now.
But my voice is drowned out and I become smaller as an ice statue
melting under others' hot glaring needs and finally invisible and alone.
--written by a nineteen-year-old incest victim upon leaving home.
She was Young, scrubbed and wholesome looking, but her eyes revealed
her pain. "We create our own denial system, " she explained. "We erect
a wall between us and what has happened. There are lots of ways to build
that wall - drugs, alcohol, whatever brings immediate oblivion will serve.
If people could only find a way to look past that wall, they might understand
that many of our choices are the only ways we know to survive. "
For the Journal: Definitions
What Is Incest?
- Betrayal is what incest is about.
- Sexual abuse of children we define as any sexual activity of exposure,
fondling, anal, vaginal, oral manipulation or penetration.
- Incest is a relationship where a care-giver engages a child in his/her
family in a sexual activity.
- If it is a secret, it's sexual!
- Before you can say goodbye to something, you must admit that it has
happened to you.
- The work here is claiming back yourself; to claim and celebrate your
femininity, sexuality, power for choice, identity, and living.
Session two
Suggestions for preparation
Handouts:
- 12 copies, typed and three-hole punched of the Main Work from the
first session--words for 'Incest', 'Victim' and 'Survivor' (see example
on page 33).
Housekeeping (5 minutes)
Handout typewritten sheets with Main Work from Session One (see example
on page 33).
Any announcements.
At this time, the group leaders may announce birthdays or special educational
events in the community. Additionally, if a member is absent due to illness
or other reasons, this should be announced at this time in order to alleviate
any anxiety about the absence of a particular member
Personal Time (10 to 15 minutes)
Journal Time (10 to 15 minutes)
Sharing from last week's homework or other personal reflections that group
members wish to share.
Main Work (60 minutes): Responsibility and Power
(See examples page 43 to 45)
The primary goal of the Main Work for Session Two continues to be the
establishment of safety and trust within the group.
The purpose of the exercise in Session Two is to look at issues of responsibility
and power as they relate to each member's incest experience. For this
exercise, the flip chart is used to record feelings and thoughts of each
group member as they pertain to these issues so that they may be typed
and returned to the group members at the next session. The exercise is
divided into three sections and each section is alternately introduced
by one of the group leaders. After each section is introduced, the words
or phrases offered by the group members are recorded on the flip chart.
Each section should last about 20 minutes.
1. How the Incest Perpetrator Freed Him/Herself from Responsibility
for the Incest
This section may be introduced as follows (Example):
We know that one of the most usual things that happens to a child
victim of incest is that she often feels that she is guilty blames herself
or feels Ashamed for what has happened. The adult offender or perpetrator
uses his or her power and position to free himself or herself from taking
responsibility for his or her actions. Go back in your memory and focus
on your offender or offenders. How are you now aware of how your
adult offender freed himself or herself from responsibility for the incest
and so left you feeling blamed or ashamed or guilty? What did he or she
say? How did he or she act? When you are ready, can you begin to share
these memories with the group?
2. How the Incest Perpetrator Made You Feel Responsible for the Incest
This section may be introduced as follows (Example):
Another factor that is most frequently true is that the adult offender(s)
goes to a great deal of trouble and planning to entice and entrap the
child victim to make sure that he or she is not caught or found out, that
in fact, the incest is kept a secret. Go back in your memory and focus
on your perpetrator or perpetrators. How are you now aware of being enticed
and/or entrapped by your offender(s) and made to feel blamed, guilty and
responsible for the incest? What sort of bribes, threats, etc. were used?
When you are ready, can you begin to share these memories with the group?
3. The Difference in Power Between an Adult and a Child
This section may be introduced as follows (Example):
We would now like to do an exercise to help you understand why it
was that you were able to be entrapped, enticed and held responsible by
your perpetrator. What we would like to do is to look at differences between
a child and an adult and to see who really had the responsibility and
power. We will divide the flip chart into two columns, one labelled Child
and one labelled Adult. Can you give us some words that describe each
one? For example, under Child, we can write the word "little" and under
adult, we can write the word "big". Can you think of more words to help
us understand the differences between an Adult and a Child?
Homework (5 to 10 minutes)
What have you done to try to erase or get rid of the memories of the
abuse?
Go-Around (remainder of the session)
Sample of Main Work from Session Two
How Did the Incest Perpetrator Free Himself or Herself from Responsibility
For the Incest?
Giving things
The "special" one privileges
"You are the crazy one"
"Cry baby"
"You need help"
"I will teach you"
"You're so ugly"
"You're so brilliant"
"Mother doesn't understand me"
"My God-given right"
"It was only you"
"I will help you become a woman"
"Whore"
Alcohol
"You have nothing to lose"
"He's depressed"
"Mom's sick"
Playing one against the other
Better than mother
"Don't let your mother know how much money I give you"
"Don't upset your mother"
"Children should be seen and not heard"
"Everybody is more important than you"
Sample of Main Work from Session Two
How Did the Incest Perpetrator Make You Feel Responsible For the Incest?
Mother defending him
So bad - I deserved it
"Do what your father tells you"
Terror about losing Mother's love
Can't even think about it - too painful
Dirty
Only time to get affection
Ridicule
Denial of my personhood/feelings
Losing my family
Fear
No one would believe you
Disrespect (of mother)
Fighting among yourselves
The chosen one
The left-out one
Not believed
Got out of chores
Religious teaching - love honour and obey your parents
Made out to be a liar to others
"Don't look outside - we do it better"
Did not pay attention - tried to talk him out of it
Sample of Main Work from Session Two
The Difference in Power Between an Adult and a Child
Child |
Adult |
little |
big |
dependent |
independent |
unconditional love |
puts condition on love |
powerless |
social authority |
pleasing |
demanding |
seeks acceptance |
indifferent |
inexperienced |
experienced |
naive |
knowledgeable |
not believed |
credible |
honest |
dishonest |
good |
bad |
resilient |
rigid |
vulnerable |
controlling |
Session three
Suggestions for preparation Handouts:
- 12 copies of a typewritten sheet summarizing the Main Work from Session
Two: How the incest perpetrator freed himself or herself from responsibility;
How the perpetrator made the victim feel responsible.
- 12 copies of the 'Setting Individual Goals' sheet (page 52)
Housekeeping
Pass around the typewritten sheets that summarize the Main Work for Session
Two (see examples pages 43 to 45).
Announcements.
The group leaders introduce the idea of an Information Session for partners,
friends, and/or family members of the group members. The Information Session
is held twice during the group, once around the Sixth session and, for
a second time, around the Fourteenth session. If five or more partners,
friends, and/or family members are interested in the opportunity to discuss
their own issues or to ask for help and ideas for supporting their partners
during the group, a first Information Session will be arranged. Group
members are invited to ask as many people as they wish to attend the Information
Session. They are asked to think about this option and to suggest a date
for the first meeting when they meet next session.
Personal Time
Journal Time
Note: Last week's homework is not taken up during this time but applies
to the Main Work of this session.
Main Work: Ways That You Erased the Memories of the Abuse _
The purpose of this exercise is to begin to help group members differentiate
as well as see connections between behaviours and feelings generated by
their incest experience. The work is divided into two sections, each therapist
conducting one section, and the flip chart is used to record group work
during each section (see page 53 for an example of how the flip chart is
used). Each section should take about 30 minutes. Again, this work is returned
in typewritten form at the next session to be added to the Journal.
1. Ways of Coping with Memories of the Abuse
This section may be introduced as follows (Example):
Last week, your homework was to think about ways that you used and
may still be using to deal with the memories of sexual abuse. These were
your ways of coping with what was happening to you and may still be your
ways of coping with these difficult memories today. Go back in your memory
and focus on the creative ways that you survived when you were small.
Do not judge what you did to survive, for these were in the past and cannot
be altered. Some ways that we used to cope we still use today and they
are O.K. for us; some ways we may eventually want to change. Can you begin
to share with the group some of the ways that you coped and may still
be coping with the memories of your incest experience?
2. How Are Our Feelings Connected to Our Behaviour?
This section may be introduced as follows (Example):
All behaviour is meaningful. Often, the ways in which we cope and
therefore behave tell us something about the way or ways that we are feeling
about ourselves. For example, if you have used drinking or drugs to deal
with the memories of and/or cope with the abuse, how might you have been
feeling at the time? Perhaps desperate? Perhaps hopeless? Let us go back
to the flip chart and look at what our coping strategies/behaviours might
be telling us about the ways we were feeling inside.
Homework
1. Hand out Goal Sheets (see page 54).
The Goal Sheets may be introduced as follows (Example):
Setting goals for oneself can be a difficult but rewarding task. This
is an opportunity for you to put down in writing some of the goals that
you would like to Achieve from the group for yourself. Because this is
so important, could you please take some time over the next two weeks
to complete the sheet. These are primarily for yourself but also for us
so that we are aware of what you would like to work on. As a group, we
have common goals, but now you have an opportunity to think about what
your own individual goals are and what you need from the group to help
you achieve them.
Goal Sheets are collected from the group members over the next several
sessions, photocopied for the use of the group leaders and returned to
the members.
2. Preparation for "Telling Our Stories"
Because the group has now completed Phase 1, it is helpful to remind group
members that they will begin their narratives during the following five
sessions and to help them get prepared. This is done as follows:
(Example):
Next week and for the following four weeks, the Main Work will be
sharing your stories with the group. Each person will be given time to
do this. In preparation for this telling, we are asking that you think
about or write in your Journal your memories of the sexual abuse in as
much detail as you can remember. Some will be able to remember more than
others, and some will be more comfortable with the amount that they wish
to tell. There is no judgment about how much you can or cannot remember
or can or cannot tell. Write down the facts and details and also the feelings
you can remember experiencing about what was happening. Try to distinguish
the facts about what happened from your feelings about what happened.
If it is helpful, bring in any pictures, favourite toys, books, or any
other objects that will help you to remember and/or give you comfort.
Here, you will be believed and supported. Those who feel that they can
go first will be welcomed to begin. We would like to have two stories
each week so that each of you will have plenty of time and space to give
and to receive what you need from the group.
Go-Around
Sample of Main Work from Session Three: Flip chart-1
Ways of Coping |
Ways of Feeling |
Drinking |
Fear, guilt, confusion, low self esteem, angry, hiding withdrawing,
numb |
Disappearing - geography Distance/isolation |
Depressed, unsafe, not trusting, no barriers, lack of control |
Reading |
Avoidance, enjoyment, knowledge, withdrawn, escape |
Overeating |
Make you feel good, security, protection, not be like other people |
Not eating |
In control, good feeling, good at something, slow death, not really
there, not taking care of, way of being successful, getting attention |
Throwing up |
Hatred, disgust, self hatred, terror, dizziness, panic |
Suicide attempts |
Feeling worthless, last straw, despair, getting even, to make pain
go away |
Withdrawn |
Safe, invisible, no one to bother me, unwanted, nothing 'ticks,'
nothing matters |
Handout for Session Three
Setting Individual Goals
1. What do I want to get out of coming to the Group?
2. What will I do in the Group to achieve this?
3. What do I want from the Group to help me achieve my goals?
4. How will I know my goals have been achieved?
Session four
Suggestions for preparation Supplies:
- Tape player and tape with soothing music.
Handouts:
- 12 typed copies of the 'Ways of Coping/Ways of Feeling' Main Work
from Session Three (see example, page 51)
- 12 copies of the "Guided Journey to a Safe Place" (see page 58)
Housekeeping
Pass around handouts resulting from the Main Work from Session Three.
Any announcements.
Collect prepared Individual Goal Sheets.
Remind those that have not brought in Goal Sheets to do so.
Confirm date and number of participants for first Information Session
(introduced in Session Three).
Personal Time and Journal Time
Note: Generally, we have found that each group member needs approximately
45 minutes to one hour for her narrative and to receive feedback during
the Main Work of Sessions Four through Eight. Personal Time and Journal
Time can be combined to facilitate finishing the sessions within the time
boundaries. Permission to change the format is requested by the group leaders
and is generally well received by the group. This format of combining Personal
and Journal Time may be held for the remainder of the twenty-week group
program.
Main Work: Telling Our Stories (Sessions Four to Eight)
The Goal of Sessions Four through Eight is the "Breaking of the Silence"
and the Main Work of these sessions consists of each member telling her
own individual history of incest. Before beginning the Main Work of "Telling
our Stories" in Session Four, a review of the first three sessions is done.
This acknowledges that a new stage of the group work is being entered. One
way of summarizing to the group follows:
We began with a definition of "incest" - a relationship where
an adult caregiver engages a child in sexual activity for his/her own
purpose. We explored the feelings that this word brings out in us; feelings
that are both powerful and still present in our lives. We continued with
a definition of the word "victim" and recognized the imbalance, the unfair
inequality of power between the child victim and the adult perpetrator.
We saw how the adult entices and entraps the child in order to keep the
"secret" and how "the victims " are made to feel responsible for the secret.
We also examined our feelings about the word "survivor", what it is like
to survive with this burden. We now know that how we behave and cope with
our histories of incest tells us a great deal about how we feel about
ourselves. Tonight, we want to begin to "Break the Silence" around those
secrets. In order to begin to heal, we need to break the silence and to
gain strength from those here around us.
At this point, several instructions are reiterated regarding the narratives.
The group leaders ask that before the women begin, they indicate what help
they may need from the group. For example, some may not want to be touched
while they are giving their account while others need to be physically comforted
or have someone sit close to them. The group leaders also ask that the teller
not be interrupted until she is finished. Members are informed that the
leaders will take notes. This practice is explained as the group leaders'
way of honouring and acknowledging each account as a separate history and
that it will be helpful with later phases of group work. After the narrative
is finished, the women are invited to ask questions or to comment as long
as the focus remains on the storyteller. Again this is to honour her and
to let her know that she has been heard and believed. As well, this question
time indicates to all group members that their narratives, no matter how
horrendous, will not destroy those who hear them. Some accounts may be so
overwhelming that other group members feel afraid to speak. If group leaders
are aware that this is the case, it is important that one of the leaders
begin the questioning for the group.
The intensity of this first session often leaves group members emotionally
drained. A relaxation exercise is introduced at the end of the first session
to both physically and mentally help the members. A tape of soft music
is played and members are invited to participate in some deep breathing
if they wish. One of the group leaders speaks softly while the tape is
playing:
Please relax as much as you can. . . make sure you are in a comfortable
position where you want to be.
Close your eyes -if you can- or lower them and notice your breathing.
Don't change it unless you want to...
Breathe in. . . breathe out. . . breathe in. . . breathe out. . .
You are now ready to begin a journey down a winding path to a safe
place. Maybe it's by the ocean, or in a meadow with a stream flowing by,
maybe it's in a castle with a moat and drawbridge. Wherever it is, know
that you are safe and in charge there. . .
Only you can go there.
Only you can invite other nurturing people in you want them.
Only you can decide what your needs and desires are.
Just take deep breaths and with each breath realize that you are present
and grounded in the unique person you are.
Say goodbye to your safe place and promise to return when you need
to.
Homework
Homework is minimal during the five sessions of story telling. People who
have not yet given their accounts are encouraged to work on them. Leaders
ask that each group member does at least two "nice" things for herself during
the week and that they are not overly critical of themselves.
Go-Around
Group Hug
At this time, the Group Hug is introduced. The Group Hug symbolizes inclusion
and acceptance by the group and fosters group cohesion. Additionally, it
allows safe physical contact between group members. This initiates an acceptance
of their bodies and their need for closeness. Anyone who wishes is invited
to gather in a circle for a group hug. However, the wishes of those who
do not participate are respected.
Handout for Session Three
Guided Journey to a Safe Place
Please relax as much as you can... make sure you are in a comfortable position
where you want to be.
Close your eyes -if you can- or lower them and notice your breathing.
Don't change it unless you want to...
Breathe in... breathe out... breathe in... breathe out...
You are now ready to begin a journey down a winding path to a safe place.
Maybe it's by the ocean, or in a meadow with a stream flowing by, maybe
it's in a castle with a moat and drawbridge. Wherever it is, know that
you are safe and in charge there...
Only you can go there.
Only you can invite other nurturing people in if you want them.
Only you can decide what your needs and desires are.
Just take deep breaths and with each breath realize that you are present
and grounded in the unique person you are.
Say goodbye to your safe place and promise to return when you need to.
Session Five
Suggestions for preparation Handouts:
- 12 copies of appropriate poems, quotes, or contributions from the
women in the group if they wish to share them.
Housekeeping
Announce again the date and time of the first Information Session for partners
/ friends / family.
Announce who will be telling their stories that night and ask who would
like to tell their stories the following week.
Collect Goal Sheets.
Return Goal Sheets that have been handed in.
Any other announcements.
Personal Time and Journal Time
Main Work: Telling Our Stories
See Session Four
Go-Around
Group Hug
Note: Session Six, Session Seven and Session Eight are the same.
Session Six
Suggestions for preparation Handouts:
- 12 copies of appropriate poems, quotes, or contributions from the
women in the group if they wish to share them.
Housekeeping
Collect Goal Sheets.
Return Goal Sheets that have been handed in.
Announce who will be telling their stories that night and ask who would
like to tell their stories the following week.
Any other announcements.
Personal Time and Journal Time
Main Work: Telling Our Stories
Go-Around
Group Hug
Session Seven
Suggestions for preparation
Handouts:
- 12 copies of appropriate poems, quotes, or contributions from the
women in the group if they wish to share them.
Housekeeping
Collect Goal Sheets.
Return Goal Sheets that have been handed in.
Announce who will be telling their stories that night and ask who would
like to tell their stories the following week.
Any other announcements.
Personal Time and Journal Time
Main Work: Telling Our Stories
See Session Four
Go-Around
Group Hug
Session Eight
Suggestions for preparation Handouts:
- 12 copies of appropriate poems, quotes, or contributions from the
women in the group if they wish to share them.
Housekeeping
Collect Goal Sheets. Return Goal Sheets that have been handed in. Any other
announcements.
Personal Time and Journal Time
Main Work: Telling Our Stories
See Session Four.
Go-Around
Group Hug
Session Nine
Suggestions for preparation Handouts:
- 12 copies of "Saying Goodbye" (page 70)
Housekeeping
Announcement of the Marathon Session (Session Ten).
The women are advised that the Marathon Session will take place the following
week. The session will be four hours in length so it is important for
them to be able to plan around babysitters, work constraints, etc. Any
problems should be identified and options considered. They are reminded
to eat before coming, or bring something to eat to the session, and that
snacks will be provided by the group leaders during the session.
Any other announcements.
Personal Time and Journal Time
Main Work: Saying "Goodbye"
This session (as well as Session Ten) is an introduction to and sets the
groundwork for the next phase of work - that of "working through" feelings
associated with the abuse. Now that the accounts have been told, it is important
to begin to say "goodbye" to whatever stops each group member from moving
forward in her healing. In order to do this, she must begin to say "No"
to the thing or things that are preventing her from moving ahead and taking
charge of her life. The Main Work may be introduced as follows.
(Example):
Inside of each of you is a tiny, hurt little girl who is terrified
and alone. We have acknowledged that little child by telling our "stories"
- that was the pain and it was necessary to honour the pain within the
child. But the pain won't last forever; we can say "good-bye" to the pain;
we can learn to say "NO".
Think about what may be the controlling issues or feelings that you
need to say "NO" to now in order to move forward. This may be something
or someone outside you or something or someone inside you.
A handout entitled "Saying Goodbye" is then passed around to the group
members. One of the leaders reads the handout to the group. After the
handout is read, the group is asked to take ten to fifteen minutes so
that each may think about things that they would like to say "NO" to and
write these down in their Journals.
In a Go-Around fashion each is then asked to share her list with the
group. Leaders take notes of these lists, explaining that this will help
in individual work with the members during the next sessions.
Homework
Reflect on what you said when you told the group of your incest experiences.
Write down or think about the parts that you forgot to tell or new recent
memories that you have had.
Reflect on your Individual Goals.
Go-Around
Group Hug
Handout for Session Nine
Saying Good-Bye
In order to really say "Goodbye" to the dominance and control of incestuous
experiences, it is crucial to first feel again with the heart and head,
the helplessness of your "Child." Each of you has been doing that in the
telling of your stories and in the feeling of the powerlessness of that
child within.
And now- we are working on saying with heart and head to that child within:
We will nurture and comfort you. You don't have to be stuck back there
alone. Now, as "Adults", we have different resources and power.
These are yours. As Adults, we can move in and we can say "NO" for
you so that your helplessness and powerlessness does not need to impair
and injure the present Adult.
WE WANT THE ADULT TO MOVE IN AND SAY "NO"FOR THE CHILD.
SAYING "NO" ALLOWS FOR CHOICES.
Session Ten
Suggestions for preparation Supplies:
- Fruit, muffins, and juice for a snack
- 90 coloured pieces of paper suitable for writing a few words for
the 'affirmation exercise' (about two by two inches)
Handouts:
- 12 copies of "The Face of Old Woman" (page 76)
Housekeeping
Any Announcements.
Personal and Journal Time
As opposed to the brief Personal and Journal Time (about 15 minutes) that
takes place in other sessions, the Personal and Journal Time for the Marathon
session is extended in length to accommodate part of the Homework from the
previous week. At this time, each member is invited to share any part of
their experiences that they forgot to share or new memories that have arisen.
This gives each woman permission to share something that she may have felt
was too difficult at the time of telling or something that she may have
felt that the group would not understand. The women are also encouraged
to share where they are right now - their fears, anxieties, good and bad
things that have happened during the week, etc. Usually, this section of
the Marathon takes approximately one hour.
Main Work
A) Affirmation Exercise
It is often very difficult for incest survivors to hear good or positive
comments about themselves. As children, they needed to perceive their parent
or parents as "good" because these adults provided them with protection,
food, and shelter, this in spite of the sexual acts demanded of them. Consequently,
as young children, incest survivors needed to see themselves as somehow
responsible for all of the bad feelings that they experienced towards their
parents or abusers - in other words, they began to experience themselves
as "bad" in order to make sense of their world. It makes perfect sense to
a child that if the parents are supposed to be "good" and the child is feeling
bad, then the "badness" must be the child's doing. Over a prolonged period,
these feelings of "badness" become incorporated into their images of themselves
as human beings. For these reasons, incest survivors are often unable to
recognize their unique and special qualities, qualities that have helped
them cope and survive and have brought them to where they are now.
The Affirmation Exercise may be introduced in the following manner.
(Example):
All of us need to hear from others how valuable, creative,
and important we are to ourselves and to them. Because of your experience,
you may not have heard these things from the significant people in your
lives and many have come to believe that you are not valuable and important.
But you are. In the short time that we have had together, we have been
touched by the uniqueness of each one of you, your very special qualities.
We would now like you to focus on each member of the group, one at a time,
and write down one unique quality that you particularly appreciate about
that person."
The exercise is done in a Go-Around fashion. First, the group leaders pass
around a basket filled with squares of paper. Each woman takes nine pieces
of paper from the basket. Then, one woman is selected and the others are
asked to write down something about that person that they appreciate. They
are told that it needs only to be a word or phrase. After completing this,
each woman in turn begins to read out what she has written about that specific
group member, and then presents the piece of paper containing the affirmation
to the woman selected so that she may have a permanent record. This is continued
until all have had their turn.
This exercise is often one of the most difficult exercises done in group.
Many women may be fearful about being the centre of attention; they may
have difficulty recognizing or believing that they have good qualities
and become highly distressed as other group members name them. They may
also have great difficulty in expressing compliments to other members,
fearing that their feelings or thoughts will not be appreciated or accepted.
The group leaders need care and flexibility during this exercise. For
example, some members may have difficulty listening to what the other
members offer them while others may have difficulty in verbally offering
compliments to others. In order to help each member remain powerful, it
is important to ask each member how they would like to hear and to give
affirmations. Some members feel more comfortable receiving the paper -
affirmation - without it being read aloud. They then are invited to keep
them until a time when they are able to read them in private. Other members
may not want to read their affirmation to others but to give it silently.
Above all, the comfort of each member is most important - how much she
can handle and is willing to share.
B) Break (10 to 15 minutes)
During the Break food and beverages are available for the group members.
Snacks such as muffins, cookies, cheese, fruit, and crackers are provided.
Sometimes, group members also bring food for the group to share during the
break.
C) Goal Sharing
Sharing goals is necessary so that other members will know what each group
member is hoping to get out of the group, and what each member needs from
the group in order to help her achieve these goals. This exercise is done
in a Go-Around fashion. Each member is asked to read aloud the first three
items from her Individual Goal Sheet. The wishes of those that are unable
to do so are acknowledged and accepted.
The sharing of individual goals may be introduced in the following manner
(Example):
Last week, we asked that you look over your Goal Sheets. This week,
we would like you to share with the group some of your individual goals
and what you need from us to achieve those goals. If you choose not to
share at this time, that is fine. Some of your goals may have changed
since you first wrote them and that is O.K. too. Now we would like to
hear what your three most important goals are and how the group can help.
If there are any additional goals you wish to add, they will be welcomed.
Handout
"The Face of Old Woman" is given out before the Go-Around.
Go-Around _________________________
Homework_________________________
Review your "NO" list.
Group Hug _________________________
Handout for Session Ten
from the Face of 0ld Woman
I
am falling
I am falling
past star
past time
through space
and my own fragments
oh sister the pain
I am scattered
I am scattered
gather fragments
weave an mend
gather fragments
weave and mend
In golden light
I recognize the enemy faces
fear of our bodies
fear of our visions
fear of our healing
fear of our love
fear of our sisterkind
fear of our brotherkind
fear of fear
love is healing
healing is love
I will learn to mix
medicine bags for those with faith
I will learn to chant the power chant
I will learn to mix
medicine bags for those with faith
I will learn to chant the power chant
and play the healing drum
I will not fear moss voices
water songs
small furry things with sharp teeth
or my own hesitancy
There are Women everywhere with fragments
gather fragments
weave an mend
When we learn to come together we are whole
When we learn to recognize the enemy
we will know what we need to know
to learn how to come together
to learn how to weave and mend
- Excerpted from Daughters of Copperwoman by
Anne Cameron (Vancouver: Press Gang Publishers, 1981).
Session Eleven
Suggestions for preparation
Handouts
- 12 copies of "Working Things Through" (page 85)
- 12 copies of "There is Pain in Guilt (page 86)
- 12 copies of "Wisdom Journey" or a similar nurturing exercise (page
87)
Housekeeping
Announcements.
At the beginning of Session Eleven, group leaders again announce that
there will be a second Information Session for partners/friends/family
members of group members if five or more individuals will be attending.
This session is held near Session Fourteen and the date and number of
people attending is discussed and settled over the next three sessions.
Personal Time and Journal Time
Main Work: Working Things Through
Now that the ground work has been set in the previous two sessions, the
task of "Working Things Through" is begun. This and the next five sessions
are devoted to reprocessing at an experiential level some of the feelings
and emotions around the incest. As well, depending on the needs and personality
of the group, there is the opportunity for discussion around a "Theme Module"
- a particular topic that is of special importance to the group.
The Main Work for Session Eleven may be introduced as follows
(Example):
Two weeks ago week we talked about what or whom you needed to say
"NO" to in order to address the helplessness and powerlessness that as
a child you experienced in the past. Each of us has made a "NO" list.
Last week we asked that you review this list. We would like tonight to
begin the work of addressing the helplessness and powerlessness of the
inner child.
At this time, we pass around the handout "Working Things Through," and
one of the group leaders reads it aloud.
Following the reading of the Handout, the group leader continues.
(Example):
We would like to begin this important "working things through"
tonight. We hope that you will use this opportunity over the next several
weeks to work individually with the support of the group. We will talk
with each of you about what or who she needs to say "NO" to, either from
the work on her "NO" list or from something else that has arisen. There
are many ways that this work can be done and we will help you to decide
what feels best for you. Sometimes it is scary to do this. Here, you will
be supported and cared for. You will not tee forced to do anything that
is uncomfortable or hurtful for you. Would someone like to begin ?
Several methods are used for individual work- role play, empty chair, two-chair
exercises, or a combination of these can all be used. However, it is essential
that group leaders using this manual have the clinical experience and skill
necessary for experiential exercises before leading this kind of group.
These exercises have been found to be most helpful in that they allow the
women to experience and rework inner feelings of helplessness and powerlessness
in dealing with family members or problematic coping strategies. As well,
the women quickly discover that when one person does her own work at an
experiential level, others begin to identify with similar problems in their
own life and do their own processing so that the working through becomes
both individual and corporate.
Individual work is carried out by both of the group leaders, but each
is involved in a different capacity and at a different level. One group
leader acts as the primary therapist; this leader is there in the present,
to help, encourage, and support the group member in her work. For example,
the group leader acting as the primary therapist invites the woman to
explore her problem and, based on what emerges, and with the permission
of the group member, sets up an exercise.
This second leader is involved at the level of the woman's own experience
by becoming the voice of the family member, child within, etc. with whom
the group member is talking or interacting. This serves to heighten the
emotional involvement of the woman and to make the enactment more real
for her and for the group. This needs to be done at the appropriate time,
so the second group leader must know when to intervene and what is most
beneficial. It is essential that both group leaders have extensive experience
in carrying out these exercises and that they work well together. It is
also important that the second group leader be aware of the rest of the
group and be available in case one of these members requires some help.
Once a group member asks to work on an issue, a space is made so that
the work can be done in comfort and can be viewed easily by the rest of
the group. The group may sit or lie on the floor or on their pillows.
Some chairs can be moved out of the circle so that adequate space is available
for the exercise. The primary therapist will sit on the floor with the
woman who is doing her work and remain close beside her so that she can
help direct the process and provide support and encouragement. The other
group leader sits nearby where she is available both to monitor the group
and to participate in the work as needed. Other group members are free
to comment, to provide support and encouragement during the work. This
is very valuable, for example, if the group member is having difficulty
articulating her rage or anger at her perpetrator, or if she becomes frightened
by the power of her emotions. The individual who is doing the work will
acknowledge what is helpful for her and will ignore anything else.
Following each individual session, the women are invited to respond or
comment about their own experiences and to ask questions about her feelings
and what she received from this work. Such a debriefing session is necessary
because of the strong emotions engendered by individual work among all
group members and because each person is involved in her own processing
and may need to speak.
A Sample Individual Session
The following is a greatly abbreviated sample individual session to give
a general idea of the kind of individual work that can be done. Individual
work generally takes about thirty minutes. Another fifteen minutes is taken
for the debriefing.
Group Leader: Would anyone like to do some individual work tonight?
Jean: I have been having some problems with my sister. Like I told the
group before, I think that she was abused and I've told her some things
about how Dad treated me but she says that I'm crazy.
Group Leader: How would you like to do this Jean?
Jean: I'm really not sure. All I know is that I get really angry with
her because I know that she is protecting Dad. He took away my childhood
and fumed my life into a living hell but she thinks that he's wonderful
and that I'm making up all of these stories.
Group Leader: Would it be all right if we put your sister in this chair
and if you told her how it feels when she doesn't believe you. (Chairs
are arranged and Jean sits in one chair facing her "sister".)
Jean: (long silence ) (To group leader) I'm afraid to do this.
Group Leader: I can understand your fear Jean. It must be really hard
for you to open up to your sister after she has already told you that
you're crazy for thinking these things. Can you tell your sister how afraid
you are to speak to her?
Jean: I'm afraid to talk to you. (long silence) I spill my guts out to
you and you think I am lying. Why would I lie about such a thing. Why
would I tell you these things if they weren't true. When you don't believe
me I want to scream!
Group Leader: lean, can you sit in the other chair now and "be" your
sister What would her answer be?
Jean: (Moves to other chair) You're just jealous you see that Dad cares
for me more than he cares for you and you want to ruin it for me. Jean
hesitates now and the Group Leader gently encourages her to continue.)
He loves me... he wouldn't do the things that you said he did. All you
do is walk around with a sad face... so why should anyone pay any attention
to you. We all know that you're crazy Jean begins to look very sad and
becomes quiet.)
Group Leader: Can you move back to your own chair now and answer her?
Jean: (Returning to her own chair.) (very softly) I'm not crazy. I know
what happened to me and it makes me so damn angry that you don't believe
me. (There is a long pause and then Jean begins to sob.) But all that
happens is that I get sad. Maybe I am crazy.
Group Leader: You have every right to be sad Jean. And being sad does
not mean that you are crazy. Can you tell her that?
Jean: (Crying) I am sad. I'm sad that you don't believe me...I'm sad
that you think I'm crazy but I'm not crazy. What Dad did is wrong and
I know it was wrong. Why won't you believe me? Why do you have to protect
him?
Group Leader: Can you be your sister again Jean and answer for her?
Jean: (Moving to other chair.) I have to protect him from crazy people
like you...you're out to destroy him and our whole family.
Group Leader: (Waits for some time and then motions Jean back to her
own chair.)
Jean: I don't want to destroy anyone. I just want him to treat me like
a human being. (Begins to cry harder.) He has never loved me...he's just
used me. I love him and I hate him...why can't he just love me like he's
supposed to...(begins to sob).
Group Leader: What is going on for you right now Jean?
Jean: I feel so alone...I feel the same way that I felt after he would
leave my room and I would cry myself to sleep. No one would hear me. No
one would come and see why I was crying.
Group Leader: That little child was so alone. All by herself with no
one near her to help her. She's still with you Jean, that little girl,
and she needs you, big Jean, to help her. Can you talk to her? Can you
help her?
Jean: I...I...know that you're in there. I don't want to let you be alone.
I can take care of you. (Begins rocking back and forth holding herself.)
(Turns to Group Leader) But I don't know how...when she's so sad I don't
know what to do. It's like she wants to die.
Group Leader: Jean, can you be your little child Talk to big Jean and
tell her what you need right now. What would make her feel better right
now?
Jean: (in a very small voice) I just need you to believe in me...I just
need to know that I'm not crazy.
Group Leader: Can big Jean tell her that?
Jean: I don't know. I want to but it is so hard.
Group Leader: Yes it is hard. It is so hard to believe in yourself and
what you can do.
Jean: (Loudly) You're not crazy. (Pause) (Very Softly) You're just scared.
And when you're scared it feels like you are crazy. But I know that you're
not. I will tell you that you're not crazy and that it's O.K. to be scared
... that I will take care of you. I won't let anyone hurt you. I will
look after you. I know I can... (To group leader) But what if I can't?
Group Leader: How can you help your little child from becoming scared
Jean? What can you do for her?
Jean: I can walk away from my sister when she starts telling me that
I'm crazy.
Group Leader: Can you tell your sister that?
Jean: I won't listen to you any more... I know what happened and I will
walk away from you. (Angrily). I won't, I just won't!
Group Leader: What's going on for you right now Jean?
Jean: I feel like I want to shake her... Jean's fist is hitting the arm
of her chair).
Group Leader: What is your fist doing Jean?
Jean: (Looks at her fist and begins to pound the arm of the chair harder
and harder...the group murmurs encouragement...she does this for several
minutes and then takes a large breath). You know, that made me feel a
hell of a lot better. (Chuckles and then there is a long pause.) I guess
it's really not important that she believe me. I know what happened and
if she doesn't want to believe me that's her problem.
Group Leader: Can you tell her that?
Jean: (Loudly) You know, if you don't want to believe me that's your
problem. I know better. Sit with your fantasies if you like. You will
always be my sister but that doesn't mean that you know everything. Maybe
you're scared too and can't admit what happened. But I know and that's
what's important. I really don't need you to believe me to get on with
my life. Someday it may happen and maybe not. What's important is that
I'm not crazy.
Group Leader: How are you feeling right now Jean?
Jean: I feel that I may actually be able to tell her this. I don't know
but at least I feel less scared of saying it to her.
Group Leader: Would it be possible to put it in a letter and then send
it when you feel ready?
Jean: I suppose I could do that...yes that would be all right. Would
it be possible to bring the letter back to the group in Personal Time?
Group Leader: If you would like to, yes, by all means.
Homework
No homework.
Go-Around
Handouts
"There is Pain in Guilt"
''wisdom Journey"
Group Hug
Handout for Session Eleven
Working things through
"Working things through" means to:
Identify - feelings, memories, behaviours, or people that give us trouble.
Struggle - to get a different perception of those feelings, memories,
behaviours, or people that we can be more at peace with.
We are aiming, not for intellectual understanding, though that is important,
but for some "healings of the heart". When we have "worked things through",
we sense a shift inside ourselves, a release or a clearer direction and
we can feel and act in a more positive way.
Handout for Session Eleven
There is Pain in Guilt
There is pain in guilt
There is pain in rejection
There is pain in striving for acceptance
Which never comes
There is pain in having to say the words
Which were never spoken
But which should have been shouted
To the world
There is pain in the loss
The terrible loss of innocence
Which never was ours
There is pain in knowing
We might have changed it
Had someone told us
We could have said no
The pain has been intimate
With us all
Behind the doors of our mind
It has wasted
Never locked away
And never set free
But now we have begun to open the doors
Timidly
Like the children that we are
Will the pain surround us, engulf us
Devour us ?
We have a choice this time
We can fight back
We can say not
Deanna Gray
August, 1985
Handout for Session Eleven
Wisdom Journey
Take a position that you are most comfortable in. If you want to lie on
the floor, that's fine, or sit up with both feet on the floor, eyes opened
or closed, etc. Whatever is best for you do it. We want to take you on a
path to find your inner wisdom. We all have that part of us but often we
can't be still enough or trusting enough to find and listen to it.
Imagine that you are leaning against a strong old tree, a very large
bountiful tree with roots that have expanded century after century. This
tree has experienced many traumas - blights, droughts, bitter cold months,
high winds, lightening and fires. The scars of this tree make it unique
but also magnificent. This is your special tree and no one can find you
and harm you here.
Feel your back against that tree - solid and comforting. Lean back into
the tree and feel the anxiety and fear drain from your body into the ground.
Imagine that the years come and go, come and go until you realize with
profound satisfaction that you are a wise, old woman. The wisest in your
village. You smile as you review your Triumphs acknowledging and honouring
your pain, struggles and growth in wisdom.
Now it is time to teach the young women of your village what you have
learned - you gather those tender but strong young women into a circle.
You look into those eager fresh faces.
What do they need to know? What can you teach them?
You start to speak...
Session twelve
Housekeeping
Announcements.
Personal Time and Journal Time
Main Work
A) Theme Module on Coping
At this point it is useful to have a brief discussion on how the time in
the following four sessions is to be spent. Sessions Twelve to Seventeen
are devoted to individual work and / or discussions on various themes as
outlined in the "Theme Modules" section. The first Theme Module dealing
with "Coping" has been included in the description of this session and is
used to elicit a discussion around identifying and modifying maladaptive
patterns of behaviour. The discussion and exercise begins to help group
members to identify and to think about some of the coping mechanisms they
feel may no longer be useful in their daily lives.
The format of each theme model includes an explanation of the topic,
a verbatim introduction that can be used by the group leader to introduce
the topic, and a personal application or exercise that can be used to
further the discussion of the topic.
B) Individual Work
During this and the next several sessions, members are asked to do some
individual work around either something from their "NO" list or some other
difficulty in their lives. Most group members are eager to do their own
individual work although some may be hesitant to voice this, feeling that
their needs are not as important as those of other members of the group.
Group leaders sensitive to this hesitancy may bring it to the group's attention.
On the other hand, some group members are so intent on doing individual
work that they call ahead to "book" their time. Finally, there are those
who are genuinely unable to do individual work in front of the group.
The wishes of these members must also be acknowledged and respected.
One or two group members may have already done some individual work during
Session Eleven. Those that now wish to participate should be identified.
In this way, the group leaders are better able to structure the remaining
sessions that are allotted to individual work. Some group members initially
may wish not to participate but subsequently change their minds. The group
leaders should inform group members that this is fine as long as the individual
work can be done within the sessions allotted. For example, in one group,
a group member expressed her need to do some individual work at the beginning
of Session Sixteen. Since it had been previously decided that "Intimacy"
would be discussed in that session along with another member's individual
work, the group was asked whether it would be feasible to extend this
session for 45 minutes to accommodate her or whether the discussion on
"Intimacy" could be eliminated. The group felt that they would prefer
to extend the session. Each group is different; each has its own "personality".
The group should be encouraged to voice their needs and to negotiate changes
in the format. Likely they did not have these same opportunities in their
families and they should be assured that their opinions and needs do matter
to others. Generally, when there is a group discussion around one of the
theme modules, there is only time for one member to do individual work.
Homework
Think about other coping skills that you may have used to survive and whether
these are still valuable.
Go-Around
Group Hug
Theme Module
Theme module on "Coping"
Many of the survival techniques that victims of incest use as small children
to help them cope with sexual abuse are also used up to and into adulthood.
For example, it is now known that many cases of multiple personality have
had their roots in early and severe sexual and physical abuse. By "breaking
off" into different personality parts, a young child is able to withstand
the terror of being violated, persecuted, and tormented. On a continuum,
splitting into different personalities is probably one of the most extreme
coping strategies that an incest victim can use and, as can be expected,
this method of coping can be severely disruptive in adulthood. There are
many ways of coping with abuse that are not as extreme but can still cause
problems and difficulties for adult survivors. These methods can vary and
can range from refusing to sleep in the dark, to frequent dissociation,
to substance abuse. At one point in time, the coping strategy served a useful
and very necessary function; now, it may prevent a survivor from moving
forward to take control of her life. It is often very difficult to let go
of these survival patterns and to know how and with what to replace them.
This module is aimed at helping group members identify coping strategies
that may have outlived their usefulness and learning to let these strategies
go.
Introduction
(Example)
When you were children, you did many things to survive. Because
you felt overwhelmed, alone, afraid, you needed to do things to protect
yourself and keep yourself whole. We honour and respect your creativeness
and strength in finding and using those ways of surviving. But some of
these ways of coping and surviving may have become hurtful to you as adults.
These habits may hold us back from becoming whole. For example, you may
always pretend or deny that things are happening in your present life
because that was the only way to go on when you were children. Or you
may daydream and fantasize, or hurt yourselves, or sleep all day, or escape
into drugs or alcohol or food or sex whenever you feel stressed - anything
to stop the pain. These ways of surviving are old friends. It is very
hard to say goodbye or to change old friends. But now you are gaining
the courage to see that some of these old ways of coping may no longer
be valuable to you, that they may hold you back and prevent you from taking
control of your life. Let us look at some of the ways that you used to
survive, what is special and important about them, and what you would
like to change.
Application
The women are now invited to focus on one coping strategy that is of special
significance for them. It may be any coping strategy that they feel a need
to modify or change - from self-mutilating behaviour to spending most of
the time in bed to overeating. They are asked to write in their Journals
or to think about one way that this particular coping mechanism is useful
for them and one way that this coping mechanism is damaging. Several minutes
are allowed for completion of this task. They are then invited to share
what their most significant coping mechanism is, how it is useful and how
it is damaging for them.
During all discussions, the women are invited to comment, to make helpful
suggestions, to share their own experiences. Group leaders act as facilitators
during these discussions, and must constantly be aware of group processes.
For example, some of the women may try to give opinions and advice that
others may take as criticism. Being the object of critical opinions disempowers
the woman who receives them. Group leaders need to be aware of the impact
of one group member on another and intervene where necessary. Certainly,
disagreements and conflict arise in all groups, but group leaders need
to encourage appreciation the group members' survival strategies. Dissension
may provide a unique opportunity to teach negotiation and conflict-resolution
skills in a safe environment.
Session Thirteen
Suggestions for preparation
Handouts
- 12 copies of "Just a Child" (page 98)
Housekeeping
Announcements.
Announce who will be doing individual work that night and/or what theme
module will be presented.
Ask who would like to do some individual work the following week.
Personal Time and Journal Time
If any homework is given out the previous week, the group leaders can mention
it at this time and follow up on it.
(Example)
Last week, we asked that you think of the different ways
that you coped in order to survive, what effect, both good and bad, these
coping strategies have had on your present life and how you could begin
to change them. If any of you would like to comment on this now, that
would tee fine; perhaps there is something else that you feel you would
like to share with us.
Main Work: Theme Module and/or Individual Work
Homework
Jot down one thing each day that you feel good or positive about.
Go-Around
In each Session a Handout is read aloud before the Go-Around and then handed
out to each member to keep for her Journal.
Handout:
"Just A Child"
Group Hug
Handout for Session Thirteen
Just A Child
Just a Child
I crouch in the corner of your mind
Frightened and hurt.
I long to be noticed,
to have someone wrap their arms around me.
But I do not Know
what to do to get that love
I am too afraid to try again.
It will hurt too much.
Someone might hurt me - AGAIN.
So I stalk your every movement.
I am a child who too early
had to learn adult ways.
But I did not have the tools to handle those adult ways.
I am confused - torn between
the work of the adult and the child.
I appear to be silent
while I scream at you.
My pain gives me power,
I hold on to that.
It is the only power
I have left.
There is, in you,
a great power,
the power of love.
I long for that love,
I wait in my corner,
the child within you,
searching for that love.
You can set me free.
Will you embrace me,
accept me, help me,
so that I can move
from my corner of darkness
into the light of your love ?
Angela M. Cosgrove
May 18th, 1989
Session Fourteen
Suggestions for preparation
Handouts
- 12 copies of "Circles" (page 101)
Housekeeping
Announcements.
Announce who will be doing individual work that night and/ or what theme
module will be presented.
Ask who would like to do some individual work the following week.
Personal Time and Journal Time
Homework given out the previous week can be mentioned by the group leaders
and followed-up on at this time if members wish.
Main Work: Theme Module and/or Individual Work
Homework
Go to a playground and watch the children play or sit on a swing and see
if you can experience what it is like to play as a child. Try to get back
in touch with your child inside.
Go-Around
The Handout is read aloud before the Go-Around and then handed out to each
member to keep for her Journal.
Handout:
"Circles"
Group Hug
Handout for Fourteen
Circles
In the deepness of myself
Light touches darkness
Joy touches sorrow
Hope touches despair
Over the other side of
Struggling is wisdom
Pain is compassion
Hurting is healing
Centred in the circles
Unasked acceptance
And caring unsought
For all that I am
In the warmth of that loving
My frozen fear melts
I find the courage
to become myself
-by Bronwen Harmen
(Source Unknown)
Session fifteen
Suggestions for preparation
Handouts
- 12 copies of "To Laugh" (page 105)
Housekeeping
Announcements.
Announce who will be doing individual work that night and/or what theme
module will be presented.
Ask who would like to do some individual work the following week. Group
leaders should comment on how quickly the sessions are going by and how
many are still left. This is to help group members to be aware that the
group will eventually end and it allows issues around termination to emerge.
Personal Time and Journal Time
Homework given out the previous week can be mentioned by the group leaders
and followed-up on at this time if members wish.
Main Work: Theme Module and/or Individual Work
Homework
Before bed each night this week, review the day and write down four or five
feelings that you have experienced during the day.
Go-Around
The Handout is read aloud before the Go-Around and then handed out to each
member to keep for her Journal.
Handout:
"To laugh"
Group Hug
Handout for Session Fifteen
Laugh
To laugh is to risk appearing the fool.
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out for another is to risk involvement.
To expose feelings is to risk exposing our true self.
To place your ideas, your dreams before the crowd is to risk loss.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To live is to risk dying.
To hope is to risk despair.
To try at all is to risk failure.
But to risk we must
Because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.
To risk giving yourself permission to let go your fears,
To spread your wings,
To take the chance to experience life,
To feel the joy and the pain,
To trust yourself enough to trust others,
To really be you is to truly love yourself.
This is life. This is everything.
Anne, 1987 (adapted from original)
Session Sixteen
Suggestions for preparation
Handouts
- 12 copies of "Life's Pleasures" (page 108)
Housekeeping
Announcements.
Announce who will be doing individual work that night and/or what theme
module will be presented.
Ask who would like to do some individual work the following week.
Personal Time and Journal Time
Homework given out the previous week can be mentioned by the group leaders
and followed-up on at this time if members wish.
Main Work: Theme Module and/or Individual Work
Homework
Take a walk outdoors to a favourite spot and enjoy the sights and sounds
of your surroundings. Tell a friend of your experiences.
Go-Around
The Handout is read aloud before the Go-Around and then handed out to each
member to keep for her Journal.
Handout:
"Life's Pleasures"
Group Hug
Handout for Session Sixteen
Life's Pleasures
Feeling the sun shining upon my face
A soft breeze caressing my skin
Watching puffy white clouds as they form and dissolve
Running through a field of wildflowers
A butterfly flitting around displaying his colours
Feeling cool mud squishing between my toes
Feeling water splash around my legs
as I walk along a sandy beach
Walking through crisp leaves on an autumn day
The smell of freshly baked bread
The softness of a kitten
The smile of a child
The taste of freshly picked raspberries
Refreshing cold lemonade on a hot summer day
Lilacs
Memories of my Grandma
Hugging a soft teddy bear
Hearing the sound of a purring cat
a bird's song
a friend's voice
The freedom to be me.
Marie Jasmin
1991
Session Seventeen
Suggestions for preparation
Supplies
- White tablecloth
- Candle, silver candle holder, matches
- Round mirror which fits on table
- 10 pieces of natural polished crystal
- Bowl of vegetable or flower seeds
Handouts
- 12 copies of "The Search For Freedom" (pages 121 through 126)
Housekeeping
Announcements
Personal Time and Journal Time
Homework given out the previous week can be mentioned by the group leaders
and followed-up on at this time if members wish.
Main Work: The Search for Freedom
The final phases of group work, integration and termination, begin with
Session Seventeen. The Main Work for Session Seventeen is a ceremony which
symbolizes hope and rebirth. Ceremonies (or rituals) are important in that
they mark normal transitions in the life cycle. (Particular care must be
taken so that those victims of "ritual abuse" scenario do not see this ritual
as parallel with their own early experiences.) Many survivors have had little
opportunity to mark normal developmental changes - birthday parties, graduations,
etc., occasions which foster a sense of self, a sense of family, and a sense
of group membership. The regenerative ceremony used in Session Seventeen
incorporates themes of membership, healing, identity, and celebration. Additionally,
it marks the end of the "Working Things Through" phase and allows the group
members to begin to integrate what has gone on in the last several weeks
and to prepare for work after the end of the group.
The group members are asked to take their coffee or tea outside the room
after Journal and Personal Time. In order to alleviate any anxiety, they
are informed that the group leaders must prepare the room for a "special
surprise". During this time, the round table in the centre of the room
is covered with a white lace tablecloth. On the table is placed a lighted
candle in a silver holder. The candle is placed on a round mirror in the
centre of the table. Around the candle, ten pieces of natural polished
crystal are placed in a circle, representing each group member. (These
pieces of crystal can be obtained from any shop that sells stones for
jewellery hobbyists.) A bowl of vegetable or flower seeds is also placed
on the table. When all is ready, the women are invited to return. Both
group leaders participate equally in the ceremony, alternating in the
reading of the different parts. The last section of the ceremony "May
we all have Freedom" is read in unison by the group leaders.
Leader One: The Search For Freedom
This is a ceremony in recognition that you have all, in your own individual
and special ways, been searching for freedom. The right to freedom, to wholeness,
to rootedness, and to love is the right of every child. So indeed, it is
appropriate that you, in your past, have felt much sadness, anger, and grief
at the loss of this freedom in your lives.
We also acknowledge that through the courage of being in this group,
you have helped yourselves to let go of the "specialness" of being abused,
the pain, the anguish, and the ways you have coped that have been your
life. When you let that go, it is natural for you to be afraid, afraid
of a future without those familiar ways of feeling. However, we share
with you your longing to see your world with new eyes - to reconcile with
your past and to tee free.
We have planned this evening to recognize your loss of freedom in
a special ceremonial way and to encourage you on your journey to find
that freedom - to nurture the wholeness, rootedness, and love from within
you.
Leader Two: The Symbols
We have objects chosen with great care:
The Candle: To symbolize light coming out of darkness.
Look at the candle with the wonder and trust of a child.
The Crystal: There are ten pieces of crystal, one for each
member of the group.
Focus on one piece of crystal to make it yours, to represent you and
all the different aspects of you.
This is to represent your ability to reflect your own light.
The Seeds: Coming from Mother Earth - returning to the dark
earth again mysteriously to grow and bear fruit in abundance.
The Mirror: It is round like the earth and symbolizes the ground
of our reflecting of the past and of our potential for the future.
Choose for your own the crystal that has reflected your light.
Cherish it and use it to reflect your thoughts and feedings. The light
of the crystal will always shine for you. If you would like, also take
a seed. Plant it in the warm earth and watch it grow. So we all grow,
nurtured through the goodness of our soil, to bloom and power in the sun.
[Each of the women is then asked to choose the crystal that they have
focused on for their very own and to cherish it. They are also asked to
take a seed with them and to plant it and see it grow.]
Leader One: Initiation Rites
The Greek word for 'rite' comes from a word meaning 'grow up', and that
is exactly what a rite is; a ceremony for growing up. Not a ceremony to
celebrate haying grown up, as graduation is, but a ceremony to make growing
up happen, not just in the early years, but at any stage in one's life.
This 'rite' includes a simulated death and celebration of re-birth.
-Excerpted from The Villa of Mysteries: Pompeii Initiation Rights
by Katherine Bradway: The C.G. Jung Institute of San Francisco, 1982.
It is common to feel that one may have become lost, overpowered, and
permanently separated from the world one knew. This journey of rebirth
requires courage and one must not refuse to submit to the heroic conditions
of the task.
[Reading from Conspiracy of Silence: The Trauma of Incest by Sandra
Butler, p. 137.]
Added to the awkwardness and non-communication that surround the issues
of sexuality and intimacy in our families is the matter of sexual violence.
For sexual violence takes place not only in families in which incestuous
assault occurs but, to some degree and in some manner, in all our homes.
...The natural curiosity of children, their desire to touch and fondle
themselves and their questions can cause families to exercise the ultimate
sexual violence upon them: the denial of their right to their own bodies
- the right to learn about them, to touch and enjoy them, to share them
when they choose and to live wholly and delightedly within them.
-Excerpted from Conspiracy of Silence: The Trauma of Incest Copyright
© 1978, 1985 by Sandra Butler. All rights reserved. Please contact
Volcano Press, Inc., P.O. Box 20, Volcano, CA 95689 (209) 296-3445 for
more information.
Leader Two: Revelation
. . .In Rumania, a peasant mother would sometimes teach a song to her daughter
as if it were a weapon, magic, or a kind of medicine. 'Learn this song'
she would say. 'You may not understand it now, but you will need it later'.
'We could do with such a song right now' I thought and even as I thought
it or before, something started happening. I had a vision of us being
lifted on a wave; not by one song in particular, but by all the folk songs,
ballads, blues, hymns, that had ever been created. All the people who
sang them or were sung about - happy lovers, murderers, victims of betrayal,
mothers rocking cradles, cheerful drunks, men and women struggling to
become whole all were lifted by the wave as well. We were in it; we were
on it; it was part of what we were or could be.
A veil had been drawn back to let me see, for a moment, what was happening.
I saw that I was not alone, no one was alone: We were alone together,
travelling. We were safe, beyond our danger; . . . Whole, beyond our being
broken.
-Reconstructed from the original text by Sydney Carter. Source unknown.
Leader One: The Search
[This is an imagery exercise and is read by one of the group leaders very
slowly, with appropriate pauses after each of the sentences and questions.
Most of the group members adapt to it very easily and they find it helpful
as well as relaxing. However, some may not want to participate and this
should be respected.]
I want to take you now on a Fantasy Trip. A Fantasy is only useful
if you stay with your awareness as you experience and own this as part
of yourself now . So get comfortable. It may help to close your eyes,
but you don't need to. If you wish, move your chair a little off by yourself.
Ready?
I want you to imagine that you are searching for something that is
very important to you. You may have some idea of what it is that you are
looking for, or you may not. You do know, however, that what you are searching
for very important to you, and that your life will somehow be incomplete
until you find it. Where are you now, as you begin this search? Where
do you go? And how do you search? What happens to you? Notice what obstacles
or delays are in your way. And be aware of how you encounter these obstacles
and how you deal with them. What alternatives do you try? Continue on
this search for awhile. Discover more about it, and see how close you
can come to your goal. You may find that the search changes in some way
as you proceed. What do you find as you continue your search? Even if
you have not reached the goal of your search, you may have discovered
more about what you are searching for. You may even be able to see it
in the distance, even though something prevents you from reaching it.
Whatever your situation, try to discover more about the object of your
search. Whether you have found what you are looking for, or can only see
it, or can only imagine what it is like, examine it carefully, and be
aware of your feelings toward it. What is your goal like? And what would
reaching your goal do for you? Is it this goal itself that you want, or
is it a means - a way of getting something else that you want? If this
goal could speak to you now, what would it say to you? And what would
you say to it? Talk to it for awhile, and see if you can learn more from
it.
[Allow several minutes of silence.]
Now can you return to your existence in this room and stay quietly
with your experience for a while.
[Allow several minutes for the women to return to the group.]
Leader Two: Destiny
I held a butterfly in my hand
A dainty, fragile thing it was.
I asked what secrets it held
Within the beautiful colour of
Its wings -it said not a word.
I asked what it was like to hold
Such freedom within the strength
Of those fragile wings -
It said not a word.
I asked what it was like to be
Held in such awe and wonder
Because of its beauty, power
And freedom - it said not a word.
In my frustration - I let it go
And as it flew away it whispered
You are a cocoon - come out now
And show your strength, your power,
Your beauty - fly -
Then you will know my secrets -
YOU WILL BE FREE.
-Gwen Thomas
January, 1985
Leaders One & Two:
Read in unison "May We All Have Freedom. "
May we all have freedom
Freedom: To be ourselves
To express and to risk
To make choices
To be wrong to be right
To be different, and to be the same
To enjoy
To be loveable
To love
Reflections on the Ceremony
After several minutes of silence, the group leaders begin a discussion around
the meaning and experience of the above ceremony for each of the group members.
A discussion on the ceremony can be introduced as follows (Example):
Would anyone like to share with us any of their thoughts or feelings
about the ceremony, their own individual search, or anything else that
was particularly meaningful for them ?
This ceremony is usually an extremely positive experience for the group
and there is generally much warmth in the discussion that follows. Some,
who have a highly spiritual nature may react enthusiastically. On the
other hand, those whose attitudes may be more skeptical may withdraw from
any discussion that appears to be too positive. Caution is needed here
to respect how each individual responds to the ceremony. This ceremony
clearly offers group members a chance to experience hopefulness. If some
group members may not yet be able to put aside the pain and may resent
others who appear to be responding positively to the ceremony, the group
leaders should attend to this by acknowledging and respecting these views
in the discussion.
Homework
Review the Individual Goal Sheets and "No" lists.
Go-Around
Hand out copies of "The Search For Freedom."
Before Go-Around, one of the group leaders reads the first chapter of
The Velveteen Rabbit to the Group. (This reading may be done now
or during Session Eighteen, depending upon group needs and time constraints.)
The reading of The Velveteen Rabbit may be introduced as follows (Example):
We would like to read a special story to you tonight. It is about
being real. That is what you have been over these past several weeks but
we may sometimes not know what "real" is. We hope that you enjoy this
little story. Please get comfortable and listen for a few minutes.
The Velveteen Rabbit
There was once a velveteen rabbit, and in the beginning he was really splendid.
He was fat and bunchy, as a rabbit should be; his coat was spotted brown
and white, he had real thread whiskers, and his ears were lined with pink
sateen. On Christmas morning, when he sat wedged in the top of the Boy's
stocking, with a sprig of holly between his paws, the effect was charming.
There were other things in the stocking, nuts and oranges and a toy engine,
and chocolate almonds and a clockwork mouse, but the Rabbit was quite
the best of all. For at least two hours the Boy loved him, and then Aunts
and Uncles came to dinner, and there was a great rustling of tissue paper
and unwrapping of parcels, and in the excitement of looking at all the
new presents the Velveteen Rabbit was forgotten.
For a long time he lived in the toy cupboard or on the nursery floor,
and no one thought very much about him. He was naturally shy, and being
only made of velveteen, some of the more expensive toys quite snubbed
him. The mechanical toys were very superior and looked down upon everyone
else; they were full of modern ideas and pretended they were real. The
model boat, who lived through two seasons and lost most of his paint,
caught the tone from them and never missed an opportunity of referring
to his rigging in technical terms. The Rabbit could not claim to be a
model of anything, for he didn't know that real rabbits existed; he thought
they were all stuffed with sawdust like himself, and he understood that
sawdust was quite out-of-date and should never be mentioned in modern
circles. Even Timothy, the jointed wooden lion, who was made by the disabled
soldiers, and should have had broader views, put on airs and pretended
he was connected with Government. Between them all the poor little Rabbit
was made to feel himself very insignificant and commonplace, and the only
person who was kind to him at all was the Skin Horse.
The Skin Horse had lived longer in the nursery than any of the others.
He was so old that his brown coat was bald in patches and showed the seams
underneath, and most of the hairs in his tail had been pulled out to string
bead necklaces. He was wise, for he had seen a long succession of mechanical
toys arrive to boast and swagger, and by-and-by break their mainsprings
and pass away, and he knew that they were only toys, and would never turn
into anything else. For nursery magic is very strange and wonderful, and
only those playthings that are old and wise and experienced like the Skin
Horse understand all about it.
"What is Real?" asked the Rabbit one day, when they were lying side by
side near the nursery fender, before Nana came to tidy the room. "Does
it mean having things that buzz inside you and a stick-out handle?"
"Real isn't how you are made," said the Skin Horse. "It's a thing that
happens to you. When a child loves you for a long, long time not just
to play with, but really loves you, then you become Real."
"Does it hurt?" asked the Rabbit.
"Sometimes," said the Skin Horse, for he was always truthful. "When you
are Real you don't mind being hurt."
"Does it happen all at once, like being wound up," he asked, "or bit
by bit?"
"It doesn't happen all at once," said the Skin Horse. "You become. It
takes a long time. That's why it doesn't often happen to people who break
easily, or have sharp edges or who have to be carefully kept. Generally,
by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your
eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby. But these
things don't matter at all, because when you are Real you can't be ugly,
except to people who don't understand."
"I suppose you are Real?" said the Rabbit. And then he wished he had
not said it, for he thought the Skin Horse might be sensitive. But the
Skin Horse only smiled.
"The Boy's Uncle made me Real," he said. "That was a great many years
ago; but once you are Real you can't become unreal again. It lasts for
always.
Group Hug
Handout for Session Seventeen: The Search For Freedom
The Search For Freedom
This is a ceremony in recognition that you have all, in your own individual
and special ways, been searching for freedom. The right to freedom, to wholeness,
to rootedness, and to love is the right of every child. So indeed, it is
appropriate that you, in your past, have felt much sadness, anger, and grief
at the loss of this freedom in your lives.
We plan this evening to recognize your loss of freedom in a special ceremonial
way and to encourage you on your journey to find that freedom to nurture
the wholeness, rootedness, and love from within you.
The Symbols
We have objects chosen with great care:
The Candle: To symbolize light coming out of darkness.
Look at the candle with the wonder and trust of a child.
The Crystal: There are ten pieces of crystal, one for each
member of the group.
Focus on one piece of crystal to make it yours, to represent you and
all the different aspects of you.
This is to represent your ability to reflect your own light.
The Seeds: Coming from Mother Earth - returning to the dark
earth again mysteriously to grow and bear fruit in abundance.
The Mirror: It is round like the earth and symbolizes the ground
of our reflecting of the past and of our potential for the future.
Handout for Session Seventeen: The Search For Freedom (cont'd)
Initiation Rites
The Greek word for 'rite' comes from a word meaning 'grow up', and that
is exactly what a rite is; a ceremony for growing up. Not a ceremony to
celebrate having grown up, as graduation is, but a ceremony to make growing
up happen, not just in the early years, but at any stage in one's life.
This 'rite' includes a simulated death and celebration of re-birth.
It is common to feel that one may have become lost, overpowered, and
permanently separated from the world one knew. This journey of rebirth
requires courage and one must not refuse to submit to the heroic conditions
of the task.
Conspiracy of Silence
Added to the awkwardness and non-communication that surround the issues
of sexuality and intimacy in our families is the matter of sexual violence.
For sexual violence takes place not only in families in which incestuous
assault occurs but, to some degree and in some manner, in all our homes.
...The natural curiosity of children, their desire to touch and fondle
themselves and their questions can cause families to exercise the ultimate
sexual violence upon them: the denial of their right to their own bodies
- the right to learn about them, to touch and enjoy them, to share them
when they choose and to live wholly and delightedly within them.
-Excerpted from Conspiracy of Silence: The Trauma of Incest by
Sandra Butler, page 137.
-Underlining is ours.
Handout for Session Seventeen: The Search For Freedom (cont'd)
Revelation
. . .In Rumania, a peasant mother would sometimes teach a song to her
daughter as if it were a weapon, magic, or a kind of medicine. 'Learn this
song' she would say. 'You may not understand it now, but you will need it
later'.
'We could do with such a song right now' I thought and even as I thought
it or before something started happening. I had a vision of us being lifted
on a wave; not by one song in particular, but by all the folk songs, ballads,
blues, hymns, that had ever been created. All the people who sang them
or were sung about - happy lovers, murderers, victims of betrayal, mothers
rocking cradles, cheerful drunks, men and women struggling to become whole
all were lifted by the wave as well. We were in it; we were on it; it
was part of what we were or could be.
A veil had been drawn back to let me see, for a moment, what was happening.
I saw that I was not alone, no one was alone: We were alone together,
travelling. We were safe, beyond our danger; . . . Whole, beyond our being
broken.
-Reconstructed from the original text by Sydney Carter. Source unknown.
Handout for Seventeen: The Search For Freedom (cont'd)
The Search
I want you to imagine that you are searching for something that is very
important to you. You may have some idea of what it is that you are looking
for, or you may not. You do know, however, that what you are searching for
is very important to you, and that your life will somehow be incomplete
until you find it. Where are you now, as you begin this search? Where do
you go? And how do you search? What happens to you? Notice what obstacles
or delays are in your way. And be aware of how you encounter these obstacles
and how you deal with them. What alternatives do you try? Continue on this
search for awhile. Discover more about it, and see how close you can come
to your goal. You may find that the search changes in some way as you proceed.
What do you find as you continue your search ? Even if you have not reached
the goal of your search, you may have discovered more about what you are
searching for You may even be able to see it in the distance, even though
something prevents you from reaching it. Whatever your situation, try to
discover more about the object of your search. Whether you have found what
you are looking for, or can only see it, or can only imagine what it is
like, examine it carefully, and be aware of your feelings toward it. What
is your goal like? And what would reaching your goal do for you ? Is it
this goal itself that you want, or is it a means - a way of getting something
else that your want? If this goal could speak to you now, what would it
say to you? And what would you say to it? Talk to it for awhile, and see
if you can learn more from it.
Now can you return to your existence in this room and stay quietly
with your experience for a while.
Handout for Session Seventeen: The Search For Freedom (cont'd)
Destiny
I held a butterfly in my hand
A dainty, fragile thing it was.
I asked what secrets it held
Within the beautiful colour of
Its wings - it said not a word.
I asked what it was like to hold
Such freedom within the strength
Of those fragile wings -
It said not a word.
I asked what it was like to be
Held in such awe and wonder
Because of its beauty, power
And freedom - it said not a word.
In my frustration - I let it go
And as it flew away it whispered
You are a cocoon - come out now
And show your strength, your power,
Your beauty -fly -
Then you will know my secrets -
YOU WILL BE FREE.
Gwen Thomas
January 1985
Handout for Session Seventeen: The Search For Freedom (cont'd)
May we all have freedom
Freedom: To be ourselves
To express and to risk
To make choices
To be wrong, to be right
To be different, and to be the same
To enjoy
To be loveable
To love
Session Eighteen
Suggestions for preparation
To prepare for future Sessions:
- Compile list of correct names, spellings of all the group members
- Order or begin to make Graduation Certificates for Session Twenty
(see page 145)
Housekeeping
Announcements.
Personal Time and Journal Time
Main Work: What Is Still Left To Do?
This session is devoted to reviewing what the women have accomplished
regarding their personal goals and what is still left to work on. Last
Session, each was asked to review her Individual Goal Sheets and her "No"
list for homework. However, it is normal that not all of their goals will
have been accomplished during the group. In reviewing their Individual
Goal Sheets and their "NO" list, the group members are more able to see
the progress that they have made even though there may be things that
are still left to do. Without this review, some may leave the group feeling
discouraged or pessimistic about their own progress, especially since
they are aware of and anxious about the ending of the group. This exercise
allows them to clarify for themselves, in a structured way, what they
have accomplished and what is still left to work on after the group is
finished. The Main Work is introduced as follows:
We have asked that you take some time to look over your Individual
Goal Sheets and your "No" lists. Although not all may have met every goal,
that is O.K. Where are you now in relation to your goals compared to where
you were at the beginning of the group? What is still left for you to
do? Take the next few minutes to think about or write down what you have
accomplished and what you still might wish to work on as you continue
in your healing process after the group is finished.
About twenty minutes is given for this task. Each woman is then asked to
share with the others what they have written or thought about regarding
their own individual progress in a Go-Around fashion. Some may be happier
with their progress than others. Some may feel discouraged. Each woman's
progress should be affirmed in a hopeful and positive way. The majority
of group members do see their own progress and their own strengths during
this exercise and generally comment that they did not realize that they
had become different over the course of the group until they were required
to think about it.
Homework
What are you going to do for yourself on group night after the group is
finished?
Go-Around
Group Hug
Session Nineteen
Suggestions for preparation
Supplies
- Tape player and tape of Ann Mortifee's "Wudjagonnado?"
To Do
- To prepare for Session Twenty:
- Leaders sign Certificates for next Session
- Order cake with all the women's first names on it
- Order real or silk roses
Handouts
- 12 copies of "Wudjagonnado?" (page 134)
- 12 copies of "Comes the Dawn" (page 135)
- 12 copies of "Personal Bill of Rights" (page 136)
Housekeeping
Announcements.
Personal Time and Journal Time
Homework is not taken up at this time
Main Work: What Are You Going to Do for Yourself on Group Nights After
the Group is Finished?
The previous week's homework was intended to encourage the women to begin
thinking specifically about the ending of the group. Although the homework
question is future oriented and phrased in a positive and constructive way,
it may also elicit anxiety about the conclusion of the group. The Main Work
during this session allows each woman to voice any anxieties that she may
have about the group's ending as well as to put forth some thoughts about
ways that she may take care of herself after the group is over.
Before the beginning of this exercise, at FSC we play the song/tape "Wudjagonnadoo?"
written and sung by Ann Mortifee from Reflections on Crooked Walking.
A handout is given out so that all may sing along.
Following listening to and singing of the song one of the group leaders
continues (Example):
Last week we asked you to think about what you would be doing for
yourselves on group night after the group was over. We have been together
now for nineteen weeks and have shared our thoughts and feelings with
each other. In joining the group, you made a very special commitment to
honour yourselves. Sometimes it may have been difficult to be here and
other times it may have felt easy and safe. Now the group is almost finished.
Although endings are often very difficult, they can also be looked on
as new beginnings. Can you share with us now your thoughts and feelings
about the end of this group as well as any ideas that you may have for
taking care of yourself in the future?
The ending of the group can be both painful as well as satisfying for
all -painful in that the group's safety and support will no longer be
available; satisfying in that a difficult task has been courageously accomplished.
Both of these experiences need to be acknowledged. It is also important
that the group leaders acknowledge their own feelings about the end of
the group. (Example:) Group Leader:
On our group nights after the group is over, I will be wondering what
each of you is doing. I will probably use this time to catch a show on
T.V. or do some reading. But I will certainly miss being in this room
with you. My heart goes with you as you continue your Journey. It will
be sad not to be here but I will also be happy to know that we have shared
something very special together.
Homework
Because this is the last working session of the Group, no homework is given
out. The group leaders mention that the next weeks session will be a celebration
for the group in order to prepare them for a different type of agenda. If
there are any remaining issues about termination, this allows the group
members to deal them in the Go-Around which follows.
Go-Around
Handouts:
- "Comes the Dawn" and "Personal Bill of Rights"
Group Hug
Handout for Nineteen
WUDJAGONNADOO
Wudjagonnadoo...
when you don't have a clue
when you search all day
can't find the way?
Wudjagonnadoo when you're feelin' blue
heart goes sink every time you think?
Wudjagonnadoo...
just sit there...sit there?
Wudjagonnadoo...
Wudjagonnadoo...what...what.. ?
Wudjagonnadoo just sit there...sit there?
Wudjagonnadoo.. ?
Wudjagonnadoo...
when you feel confused all bemused...
brain has fused?
Wudjagonnadoo...
when you're felin' low
mind won't go, just don't know?
Wudjagonnadoo.. ?
just sit there...sit there?
Wudjagonnadoo...what...what ?
Wudjagonnadoo...
just sit there...sit there?
Wudjagonnadoo.. ?
Wudjagonnadoo...
when nothing's true
and everything's astounding?
Wudjagonnadoo...
when you eel abused
and your head is thick and pounding?
Wudjagonnadoo. . .
when you're in the soup
and you fear you might be drowning? Wudjagonnadoo...wudjagonnadoo..wudjagonnadoo..
?
*repeat first verse -
From the album Reflections on Crooked Walking, 1982,
by Ann Mortifee. Recorded by Jabula Records. Contact (604) 926-4602 for
further information.
Handout for Nineteen
Comes the Dawn
After awhile you learn the subtle difference
Between holding a hand and chaining a soul
And you learn that love doesn't mean security
And you learn that kisses aren't contracts
And presents aren't promises
And you begin to accept your defeat
With you head up and your eyes open
With the grace of a woman not the grief of a child
And you learn to build all your roads
On today because tomorrow's ground
Is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way
Of falling down in midnight;
After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns
if you get too much
So you plant your own garden and decorate your
own soul
Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers
And you learn that you can endure That you really are strong And you
really do have worth. And you learn and learn. With every goodbye, you
learn.
Veronica A. Shoffstall
(Source unknown)
Handout for Session Nineteen
Personal Bill of Rights
1. I have a right to all those good times that I have longed for all these
years and didn't get.
2. I have a right to joy in this life, right here, right now- not just
a momentary rush of euphoria but something more substantive.
3. I have a right to relax and have fun in a nondestructive way.
4. I have a right to actively pursue people, places, and situations that
will help me in achieving a good life.
5. I have the right to say no whenever I feel something is not safe or
I am not ready.
6. I have a right to not participate in either the active or passive
"crazy-making" behaviour of parents, of siblings, and of others.
7. I have a right to take calculated risks and to experiment with new
strategies.
8. I have a right to change my tune, my strategy, and my funny equations.
9. I have a right to "mess up": to make mistakes, to "blow it", to disappoint
myself, and to fall short of the mark.
10. I have a right to leave the company of people who deliberately or
inadvertently put me down, lay a guilt trip on me, manipulate me, including
my parents or any other member of my family.
11. I have a right to put an end to conversations with people who make
me feel put down and humiliated.
12. I have a right to all my feelings.
13. I have a right to trust my feelings, my judgment, my hunches, and
my intuition.
14. I have a right to develop myself as a whole person- emotionally,
spiritually, mentally, physically, and psychologically.
15. I have a right to express all my feelings in a nondestructive way
and at a safe time and place.
16. I have a right to as much time as I need to experiment with this
new information and these new ideas and to initiate changes in my life.
17. I have a right to sort out the bill of goods my parents sold me-
to take the acceptable and dump the unacceptable.
18. I have a right to a mentally healthy, sane way of existence, though
it will deviate in part, or all, from my parents' philosophy of life.
19. I have a right to carve out my place in this world.
20. I have a right to follow any of the above rights, to live my life
the way I want to, and not wait until my parent gets well, gets happy,
seeks help, or admits there is a problem.
Session Twenty
Suggestions for preparation
Supplies
- Decorated "Surprise" sign for door
- Tablecloth, flowers, candles, etc. to decorate table
- Large cake decorated with the names of each group member
- Plates, napkins, forks, and a silver knife
- 90 small pieces of coloured paper
- 10 real or silk roses
- "Graduation Certificates" (see example page 145)
- Tape player and tape "We Were Born To Live" sung by Ann Mortifee
Handouts
- 12 copies of the Victim to Survivor Group Evaluation Sheet (page
146148)
Prelude
The last session of group is a ceremony which commemorates and celebrates
the courage and strength of the group members over the past nineteen weeks.
For many of them, this may be the only time that a celebration has been
given for something that they have accomplished. This is meant to honour
that accomplishment and to give each woman a feeling of pride in what she
has achieved.
The regular format that has been followed in previous weeks is not followed
during the last session of the group. The door of the meeting room is
closed; to allay any anxiety about this, there is a decorated sign on
the door that says that a nice surprise is in store for them.
The women are generally excited that such attention is being paid to
this last session and appreciate the need for some secrecy in order that
they may be surprised. Secrecy has had such negative meanings for survivors
and this positive connotation is a way of further helping them to a new
perspective. As all enter the room together instead of separately, the
women are able to share in good feelings with each other, rather than
keeping these feelings quiet. Sharing good feelings with others is an
experience new to many survivors.
A table, decorated with flowers, candles, and a lace tablecloth is placed
at the head of the room with the chairs in a semi-circle facing the table.
Fancy paper plates, napkins, forks, and a silver knife are on the table.
A large cake, with the name of each member inscribed on it sits in the
centre of the table.
For this last session, real or silk roses are purchased for each woman.
Before this session, graduation certificates are printed. These include
the name of each woman. (Both the roses and the certificates are hidden,
and are handed out as a "surprise.")
Before the actual celebration begins, evaluation sheets are handed out.
The women are asked to take a few minutes to fill them in. In order to
continually improve, it is important for the group leaders to have some
type of feedback from the group members. As well, it allows group members
to give both positive and negative feedback about an important experience
in their life and lets them know that their ideas and comments are valuable.
The evaluation can be introduced as follows and takes about 15 minutes
to complete:
(Example:)
Take some time now and look back over the process of the group during
the last nineteen weeks. What were the highlights for you, and what were
your disappointments? We value your input and read each of these evaluations
very carefully. If you prefer, they need not be signed so that you can
feel free to put down exactly what you are feeling. All of your suggestions
are important to help us improve ourselves and help groups that are still
to come.
The Celebration
[Read alternately by the group leaders]
The Commemoration
Leader One: We will begin with a commemoration tonight, remembering what
you have accomplished in the past nineteen weeks.
Leader Two: We began with a definition of incest: Incest is a relationship
where an adult care-giver engages a child in sexual activity.
Leader One: BETRAYAL is what incest is all about.
Leader Two: We looked at how it feels to be a VICTIM
Leader One: We looked at how it can feel to be IN CHARGE of our own
selves.
Leader Two: We emphasized that before we can say GOOD-BYE, we had
to admit that this incest experience has been part of our past. So we
told our stories. We were angry and we cried and grieved over the trauma
of this experience.
Leader One: We had marvellous courage to risk sharing our deepest
thoughts and feelings. We trusted that they would be heard with respect
and love for our unique differences as well as our commonality.
Leader Two: We faced the loss of our childhood and the impact of this
on our ability to live in the present.
Leader One: We started to nurture that frightened inner child.
Leader Two: We started to be gentle with ourselves, to know that we
are unique and very special.
Leaders One and Two [In unison]:
We now join with all women in the ongoing search to express the unique
qualities of our being - to celebrate our femininity, sexuality, power
for choice, identity and living.
Handout for Session Twenty
Cake Cutting Ceremony
One group leader stands at each end of the table for this ceremony. They
alternate readings.
Leader One:
The Knife: The knife and the sword have been powerful symbols
throughout history. We think of the magic sword, Excalibur, of King Arthur
and the Round Table. In one version of the legend (the one that makes
most sense to me), the sword was made magic by the feminine principle
- a woman, Morgaine - Queen of the Fairies and Arthur's half sister. As
long as Arthur carried that sword, he would have direction, faith,
generosity, bravery, and integrity on his side.
In ancient days, before Christ, priestesses are reported to have carried
a little dagger as a sign of women's knowledge and wisdom. Now we want
you to focus on the Knife and what that symbol has always meant - a symbol
that women can cut to the bone of the matter, separate the essential from
the non-essential, cut away the past from the present, and commit themselves
to life.
Leader Two:
The Cake: We have cakes to celebrate all kinds of anniversaries
and new beginnings. As we focus on this cake, may it be a symbol
of our commitment to new beginnings - to our future as survivors with
the ongoing discovery of freedom.
At this point each woman is invited to cut a piece of cake for herself.
Many like to cut the piece which has her name on it. After each is done,
they are invited to enjoy their cake and to celebrate with each other.
About half an hour is given here to socializing with each other along
with the group leaders. Coffee and tea are also available.
Gift Giving
This exercise is similar to the affirmations exercise carried out in the
Marathon Session. Those that had difficulty with it the first time may find
it less difficult at this point. However, the same cautions are in place
as those described in Session Ten.
Gift giving may be introduced in the following way. (Example):
We have come to know and to care for each other over the last nineteen
weeks. Each of you is a very precious and valuable woman who has shown
grace and courage in taking part in this group. What gifts you have brought
to each other! It is important for you to hear how special you are and,
sometimes, you need to tell others how special they are. Can you take
some time now to think about and write down one thing that you have appreciated
about each person here. A phrase or a word will do and will help you tell
each person what she has brought to you.
Again each woman is given several small pieces of paper and a pen and
asked to do this exercise. Each group member is then selected in turn
and the women are asked to read what they have written and to hand this
as a gift to that member. Again, some may find this exercise very difficult.
Care must be taken to give each woman permission to do this exercise in
a way that is comfortable for her.
Certificates
At this time the certificates and roses are handed out to each woman. Each
one is called up to the table to receive her certificate and rose and is
given a warm handshake (or hug) by both group leaders.
Following the handing out of the certificates, a tape is played of the
song We Were Born To Live sung by Ann Mortifee. The group leaders
sing along and encourage the group to join in while the song is played
several times.
We Were Born To Live
We were born to live not just survive
though the road be long and the river wide
though the seasons change and the willows bend
though some dreams break some others mend.
We were born to give and born to take
to win and lose and to celebrate
we were born to know and born to muse
to unfold our hearts, take a chance and choose.
We were born to love through we feel the thorn
when a ship sets sail to return no more
though a door be closed and we feel the pain
to chance it all and to love again.
We were born to reach, to seek what's true
to surrender all, to make each day new
we were born to laugh and born to cry
to rejoice and grieve, just to be alive.
We were born to hope and to know despair
and to stand alone when there's no one there
we were born to trust and to understand
that in every heart there's an outstretched hand.
We were born to live, to be right and wrong
to be false and true, to be weak and strong
we were born to live, to break down the wall
and to know that life is to taste it all.
(Michel Jean Legrand, Ann Mortifee) © 1972 Michel Legrand Productions
Inc. & Chappell & Co. All rights on behalf of Michel Legrand Productions,
Inc. administered by Chappell & Co. All rights reserved. Used by permission.
DO NOT PHOTOCOPY
At the end of the celebration, the group leaders may need to make some
announcements. (At FSC, we have a Grads Group which consists of women
who have been through the "Victim to Survivor" Group. All are invited
to join this group now and dates of the meetings are given out. There
is also a six-month reunion of the group and all are informed that they
will be called at the appropriate time.)
It is very difficult to say good-bye at the end of this session and enough
time must be allowed for this. Everyone who wishes to can join in for
a group hug. There are often tears at leaving and the women may linger
and speak with each other and the group leaders for an extended length
of time. It is helpful for the group leaders to be available to the group
but they must also be aware of their own needs and feelings, and be able
to set some limits to their availability.
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Victim to Survivor Group
Post-Group Evaluation
1. What did you hope to achieve by attending the "Victim to Survivor Group"?
2. What changes did you make?
3. What was most helpful about the Group?
4. What was least helpful about the Group?
5. What pleased you about your own behaviour and/or participation in
the Group?
6. What regrets do you have about your behaviour, contribution, or participation
in the Group?
7. Is the ending of the Group appropriate for you? Should it have been
longer? shorter?
8. What constructive criticism can you offer to help us improve the Group?
9. Specifically, to help us with other groups, please comment on the
usefulness to you of:
a) Keeping a Journal
b) Sharing from your Journal
c) Setting Individual Goals
d) The Marathon Session
e) The length of the Individual Sessions
f) The handouts (poems, etc.)
10. Any other comments?
Theme Modules
The following theme modules can serve as guides to group discussion regarding
specific topics that have been found to be particularly salient to incest
survivors. The theme modules chosen for inclusion cover the topics of:
1) coping (presented within the description of Session 12),
2) conflict,
3) anger,
4) intimacy,
5) self-injury.
Perhaps the group may wish to discuss a topic that is not presented here.
Resources for discussions of other pertinent issues can be found in the
Bibliography.
Each theme module is presented in the following format: a short explanation
of the topic, a verbatim statement that can serve to introduce the topic
to the group (Introduction), and one or two exercises that can help the
group to focus on the topic being discussed (Application). Some of the
exercises are open ended and others are more structured. Handouts are
also included.
Theme Module on Anger
The issue of anger or its expression can be paramount for many members of
the group. To many survivors, anger in others is associated with violence
and/or rejection while anger in oneself is connected to loss of control
rather than as a valid response to being abused or mistreated. Survivors
who experience anger as a loss of control are so afraid of it that they
may completely cut themselves off from this emotion. In other words, they
deny anger and may actually be sympathetic to and try to placate those who
mistreat them. As well, survivors may end up blaming themselves for the
mistreatment. On the other hand, some survivors are so immersed in their
own anger that they are constantly in a rage, lashing out at friends, partners,
co-workers, or children, even to the point where they may be physically
violent to others. If anger is one of the topics that the group wishes to
discuss, the homework from the previous week can include the following question:
How have you seen anger as being useful in general, and for you in
particular?
This wording starts redefining anger as being a constructive emotion
rather than as a negative and fearful one.
Introduction
The introduction for the group begins more generally, addressing the question
"How do most people view anger?" This emphasizes that everyone struggles
with this issue, not just those that have suffered incest. Taking it from
the personal to the universal makes it less threatening and facilitates
a feeling of commonality with others who have difficulty with anger.
The Introduction for the group can be as follows. (Example):
All human beings get angry, and people usually have difficulty expressing
their anger. It is as basic as feeling hungry, lonely, loving or tired.
But the things that make us angry and the things we do when we are and
are not the same for all of us. The particular ways in which we respond
to anger are learned. Anger is often a response to feeling frustrated,
helpless, or rejected. It is also a protective response. When we encounter
danger, we either flee or fight. Fear makes us flee from danger and anger
is the beginning of the fight response. Being able to feel anger and to
express it is extremely important if we are to feel good about ourselves.
When we are angry and don't express it, we can end up feeling depressed,
used, anxious, or manipulated. A healthy emotional climate is one in which
all emotions, especially anger, can be freely felt and expressed without
negative consequences. But anger must be expressed constructively. If
we constantly "keep a lid" on our anger, or are constantly "mopping up"
after rage overtakes us, much of our energy will be sapped and can not
be used for other things. We have less energy to enjoy life, to be generous,
and to reach out and receive love. It is important for everyone to learn
how to express our anger constructively, creatively, and safely.
Application
1. The discussion around anger can be introduced as follows:
Take a few minutes to think about and enter in your Journal some of
the positive and negative messages that you received from your family
and others about anger.
Use a flip chart to record some of the messages that group members received
and then during the discussion that follows focus on the common messages
as they relate to how group members use anger in their present life.
2. Divide the group members into groups of two and ask them to discuss
the following:
"What is your worst fear about expressing your anger? "
"What is your worst fear about someone you care about expressing their
anger?"
After a ten to twenty minute discussion, regroup and ask each pair to
share their thoughts and feelings with the group.
Handout for Module on Anger
Tips on Expressing Anger
Anger can be expressed in many constructive, creative, and safe ways. Here
is a list of ways that you can express your anger. Have fun adding to the
list.
1. Write a letter to your abuser or others that have made you angry.
2. Take a karate course.
3. Make a special pillow that you can pound when you are angry. Draw
or paint the face of your abuser on the pillow.
4. Take up aerobics and imagine punching and kicking your abuser when
doing them.
5. Pound the bed with a tennis racket.
6. Go to a therapist who specializes in primal scream.
7. Organize a political rally opposing violence against women.
8. Make up a fantasy about what you could do to the person that made
you angry. Write it down.
9. Make a voodoo doll of your abuser and have plenty of pins available.
10 ___________________________________________________
11. ___________________________________________________
12. ___________________________________________________
13. ___________________________________________________
Theme Module on Conflict
Conflict can be extremely threatening for incest survivors. Conflict within
the group context, if severe enough or not dealt with swiftly, may cause
some group members to leave the group. During the first several sessions
of the group treatment program, there is generally minimal conflict between
group members. Most of the women experience extreme relief in finding others
who share similar histories and concerns and this 'universality' of experience
initially leads to a minimization of differences between them as it focuses
on their commonality. As the group progresses, however, the initial harmony
often gives way to conflict as group members begin to focus on differences
between themselves. Negative transference issues may emerge between several
of the women and the group leaders at the time that the women are working
through their issues. Because of time limitations, conflict between group
members or with group leaders must be kept to a minimum. Unlike a long-term
therapy group that is driven by the emergence and resolution of interpersonal
conflict, conflict in a time-limited group must be immediately addressed
and managed so that the group can continue productively.
If the group leaders are aware that there is an escalating potential
for conflict, they may suggest that one of the group discussions focus
on conflict. The Rules of Communication are included in the discussion
on conflict to remind those in the group that there are more constructive
ways of communicating than by initiating a conflict situation.
Introduction
We have emphasized from the beginning that, although you have had many
common experiences which have brought you to this place, you are also, each
one of you, a unique and special individual. Because you are bonded together
through your similar experiences, you may have great hopes that this group
will shelter and protect you from future feelings of being different or
alone. But each one of you is unique and different and you may tee feeling
more comfortable with some group members than with others. This is normal.
it is also normal to realize that this group and its leaders are not
as perfect as you may have hoped them to be.
In all families, there is conflict and there are differences. In more
functional families, members can learn how to negotiate these differences
and to experience conflict, including the expression of strong feelings,
like anger, without dire consequences and without damaging the relationship.
This is something that most of you may not have had the opportunity to
learn.
Conflict is inevitable, especially when we feel differently from others
about certain issues, or when we are feeling threatened, ignored, rejected,
and so on.
[N.B. It may be appropriate to use an anonymous example from the group
at this point that may relate to conflict within the group or among group
members.]
Let's look at the Rules of Communication that we have posted. The
last four are particularly key ones for our discussion tonight.
Ask one of the group members to read the last four rules.
Application
1. The following can initiate a discussion about conflict. A flip chart
can be used to facilitate the discussion and provide a record of the group
work which can then be typed and returned to the group during the following
session.
The exercise on conflict may be introduced as follows. (Example):
Take a minute and think about and write in your Journal what your
learned from your family about handling conflict. When you are ready,
can you share your thoughts or memories with the group.
2. The following is more structured: "Steps For Resolving Conflicts Successfully"
is presented on a flip chart:
-P-R-O -V-E -
-Pinpoint the problem - do you both agree on what it really is?
-Relevant data that you need to consider in order to work on a
solution
-Offer solutions - list as many possible ones as you can
-Verify which solution seems best from all points of view - Be
honest!
-Evaluate solution chosen by a follow-up discussion - is it working
out? (if not, let's go back to the start and begin again).
Ask for a volunteer(s) from the Group to describe a recent situation
in which a conflict situation is still unresolved. Using this example(s),
go through the "Steps" with the volunteer and the group members. A flip
chart can be used to record ideas.
Handout for Module on Conflict
Resolution of Conflict
A) Destructive Resolution of Conflict
1. Apologizing prematurely.
2. Refusing to take the fight seriously.
3. Withdrawing, evading, walking out, falling asleep, silent treatment.
4. Using intimate knowledge about the partner/friend and hitting below
the belt.
5. Bringing in unrelated issues.
6. Being a pseudo-accommodator, pretending to agree and sending false
messages.
7. Attacking indirectly.
8. Being a double-binder - giving a rebuke instead of a compliment.
9. Explaining someone's feelings for them: "What I hear you saying is...",
"You must be feeling...".
10. Always demanding morel
11. Withholding affection, sex, friendship, etc.
12. Undermining - keeping the partner or friend always on the edge of
your ending the relationship.
B) Constructive Resolution of Conflict
1. Program your fights. Allow time to handle feelings.
2. Be sure to define what the fight is all about.
3. Each person is allowed to give expression to his/her positive feelings.
4. Each person is allowed to give expression to his/her negative feelings.
5. Replay the other person's feelings in your own words, asking if you
are correct.
6. Discover where the positions coincide.
7. Discover the points of vulnerability.
8. Determine how deeply each person feels about the fight.
9. Recognize the spontaneous expressions that can occur.
C) Questions to Help You Analyze Your Conflict Pattern
1. How, typically, do I pick a fight with a partner/friend?
2. How do I express my grievances to a partner/friend?
3. What is my usual emotional state when I pick a fight?
4. In what ways do I fight 'dirty'?
5. What do I especially like about my partner/friend's fighting style?
Handout for Module on Conflict
I 'm Special
I'm special. In all the world there's nobody like me.
Since the beginning of time, there has never been another person like
me. Nobody has my smile. Nobody has my eyes, my nose, my hair, my hands,
my voice. I'm special.
No one can be found that has my handwriting.
Nobody anywhere has my tastes for food or music or art. No one sees things
just as I do.
In all of time there's been no one who laughs like me, no one who cries
like me. And what makes me laugh and cry will never provoke identical
laughter and tears from anybody else, ever.
No one reacts to any situation just as I would react. I'm special.
I'm the only one in all creation who has my abilities. Oh, there will
always be somebody who is better at one of the things I'm good at, but
no one in the universe can reach the quality of my combinations of talents,
ideas, abilities, and feelings. Like a room full of musical instruments,
some may excel alone, but none can match the symphony sound when all are
played together. I'm a symphony.
Through all of eternity no one will ever look, talk, walk, think or do
like me. I'm special. I'm rare.
And in all rarity there is great value.
Because of my great rare value, I need not attempt to imitate others.
I will accept - yes, celebrate - my differences.
I'm special. And I'm beginning to realize it's no accident that I'm special.
I'm beginning to see that I'm special for a very special purpose. I must
have a job for me that no one else can do as well as I. Out of the billions
of applicants, only one is qualified, only one has the right combination
Of what it take
That one is me. Because I'm special.
Anonymous
Theme Module on Self-Injury
All people behave in self-destructive ways at certain times in their lives.
Self-destructive behaviours can range from those that are mildly debilitating,
such as constantly dieting to lose ten pounds or working too much, to the
extreme of suicide. This continuum includes many behaviours that are self-injurious
such as cutting, burning, picking, pulling out hair, scratching, etc. These
behaviours are frequently used by those who have survived incest. They may
provide feelings of relief from the numbness and/or pain or they may be
used as an attempt to control, a means of self-punishment, or as a way of
expressing a variety of unacceptable feelings. It is not surprising that
self-injury is a common behaviour in incest survivors as it often helps
them cope with intense negative feelings and thoughts about themselves.
This behaviour is often well hidden because of the shame and humiliation
associated with it. Because of this, group members usually have difficulty
disclosing this behaviour to others until later when there is more trust
between members. If several of the group ask for advice on how to stop self-injury,
a discussion around this topic is appropriate.
Introduction
The discussion on self-injury may be introduced as follows.
(Example):
All of us have periods where we injure ourselves. We can think of
a continuum of self-injurious behaviour, from a mild belittling of ourselves
which keeps us in a one-down position, to severe mutilating self-abuse.
There is often intense guilt and shame when we act in this way, and the
more ashamed we are, the more we want to keep it a secret. Usually we
don't know why we self-injure, but for sure, it doesn't make sense to
us and we feel that we are bad or crazy.
Let us look back to the early work in this group. In the second and
third sessions we said that one of the most usual things that happens
to a child victim of incest is that she often feels that she is guilty
or blames herself for what has happened. These feelings often stay with
you as adult women. Intellectually, you may know that the adult offender
must take responsibility for his or her actions but your feelings may
still reflect the same feelings that you had as a child: that you were
somehow to blame. When you have these feelings, when you become overwhelmed
by intense feelings of pain, powerlessness, guilt, and shame in response
to the memories of the sexual abuse, hurting yourself may seem to be the
only way to cope with these feelings. Some women experience intense relief
and peace from intolerable anxiety when they self-injure; other women
are able to distance themselves from the painful memories of the abuse.
Application
The women are asked to take a few minutes to write in their Journals or
to think about the ways that they self-injure. After a few minutes to complete
this, they are then asked the following questions about their list:
1. Is there anything in general or particular, that triggers this
behaviour?
2. What do If eel as a direct result of the behaviour?
3. Are there any creative ways that I can get the same feelings without
self-injury?
After this exercise, a general discussion is opened about ways that they
can use to stop self-injury. For example, one woman who slashed regularly
decided to "slash" with a red magic marker when she felt the need to slash.
Another who used burning with matches felt that she might get the same
relief with a mildly hot but very piercing shower. As an outline for this
discussion, a handout is given to group members based on an article which
appeared in TRAANS (The Ritual Abuse Awareness Network Society, June,
1990). (See Handout on Self-Injury, page 161.)
Handout for Module on Self-lnjury
Ways to Stop Self-Injury
[From TRAANS Newsletter: June 1990, pp.6-8]
1. Start with your own will: decide that you want to live and want to
not harm yourself.
2. Share your decision to stop self-injury with your therapist and other
people you trust. Ask them to help you keep your commitment.
3. List the self-injurious behaviour you want to stop. Make a column
for each day. If you go through a full day without self-injury, reward
yourself. Share your list with your therapist.
4. Learn to recognize your triggers to self-injury and begin to defuse
them. Once you recognize these triggers, they begin to lose their power.
5. Make a list of things to do to help you relax and be safe when you
feel panicky and want to harm yourself. Put the list in a place where
you will see it often, or carry it with you. Make another list of the
reasons and affirmations why you should not harm yourself.
6. Find a safe place in your home where you can go to and be alone to
gain control. Promise yourself you will not harm yourself while you are
in your safe place.
7. Have a plan to deal with and get through flashbacks:
a) find your own behaviour pattern prior to the flashback.
b) decide how you are going to allow the flashback to come.
c) decide how you are going to ground yourself in order to come back
to the present.
Theme Module on Intimacy
When group members are offered choices for group discussion, intimacy and
sexuality are often high on the list. How do I get close to another person
without being afraid? How can I enjoy sex more? A discussion on the technical
aspects of sexuality (How can I enjoy sex more?), is generally not appropriate
for a beginning group, for at this stage of healing, sexuality and intimacy
are often confused because of the early experience of incest. As children,
touching and hugging, a normal right of childhood, often became entangled
with sexual demands. As adults, there is often a blurring between appropriate
affectionate behaviour and the need to return sexual favours for obtaining
closeness, support, and comfort from others. However, if sexuality is discussed,
the focus could be on issues of safety and trust.
Introduction
A discussion on Intimacy can be introduced as follows:
Many of you have not felt safe for most of your lives. Your bodies
and your boundaries have been invaded; the safe love and comfort that
you were entitled to as a child was filled with pain and fear. You were
not able to trust those that were supposed to care for and protect you.
Now it is difficult to trust those around you or to even trust yourself.
When you cannot allow others to get close to you or you to get close to
others, it is because of the pain and fear that you had as a child. This
can be lonely and frightening.
Tonight we would like to talk about Intimacy and to begin to share
ways that you may be able to change some of your thinking and feeling
in this difficult area.
A handout with the definition of Intimacy (page 165) is passed. Read
the definition and ensure that everyone is working with the same understandings:
of Intimacy.
[The Introduction continues:]
The degree of intimacy with which one feels comfortable is dependent
on how safe and how trusting one is in that relationship. The relationship
does not need to be sexual but it can be.
Application
1.The "Degrees of Closeness" Handout (page 166) is given to the group members.
Group members are given about ten minutes to complete the exercise. Discussion
is then opened with the following questions:
i) what have each of you found out about yourselves from doing the
exercise?
ii) what ideas do you have for achieving a higher degree of intimacy
and closeness ?
Ideas can be put on a Flip Chart, typed up, and returned to the group
to add to their Journals at the next session.
2. A general discussion about Intimacy can be opened with the following
question:
What are the things that I can give to others and can receive from
others while still feeling safe?
3. A discussion which focuses primarily on sexuality can be introduced
as follows:
Our sexuality is a part of who we are, whether we choose to have an
active sexual life or not, whether we have a partner or not, whether we
"make love" to ourselves or not. It is the creative part of us, the fertile
part, the tender part, our inner beauty. As we become safe with ourselves,
trust our own feelings, respect ourselves as persons of worth, increasingly
listen to the messages from our body and our emotions, know what is appropriate
for us and what is not, have the confidence to communicate that without
undue fear, then we will have reclaimed our sexuality. Can we now think
about or write down ideas on how to allow our sexuality to bloom in a
safe and secure way, how to heal the hurt that our bodies have endured,
and how to set boundaries so that sex is safe and comfortable for us.
The "Exploring Intimacy" Handout (page 167) can be handed out after the
above discussion.
Handout for Module on Intimacy
Definition of Intimacy:
Intimacy is the mutual validation, acceptance, and approval of each
other's inner experience. It is the feeling of being connected to the
other
Handout for Module on Intimacy
Degrees of Closeness
Pick out three of the following people who have had a particular meaning
for you.
a stranger an acquaintance a parent a fellow employee
a sibling a lover an employer
Ask yourself the following questions about the degree of closeness you
feel in relation to each of the three choices that you have made above
under each of the following conditions. Mark down your ratings.
Example:
When a stranger approaches me and doesn't want anything from me, the
degree of closeness that I feel is:
0.........1.........2.........3.........4.........5.........6.........7.........8.........9.........10
not close at all ...............................................................very
close
1. When they approach me and don't want anything from me?
2. When I approach them and find out they need something from me?
3. When I approach them and need something from them?
4. When they are in charge?
5. When I am in charge?
6. When we both feel mutually in charge?
7. Other ideas?
Handout for Module on Intimacy
Exploring Intimacy
Begin to heal hurtful touching
1. Learn to love your own body by caressing and caring for it. You can start
with one square inch of your body that you really love. It can be a spot
on your arm or behind your neck. Every day, expand the area that you caress
by one square inch. You can use a special oil or lotion that you enjoy.
Learn to love your body a little at a time.
2. Begin to look at your body in the mirror. You can start with looking
for 10 seconds and increase this amount every day. Start with looking
at only your eyes and then expand the area that you look at bit by bit.
3. Try to believe people when they say you look nice. Stop yourself from
immediately discounting their compliments and think about what they are
telling you.
4. Decide what boundaries you need to feel safe and comfortable when
someone touches you. Write these down. Tell your closest friends and family
members.
5. Try massage therapy. You are in charge of this and the boundaries
are clear.
6. Know that you don't ever have to be touched by others if you do not
wish to be. Decide what you could say when others touch you that will
give them a clear message of your wishes.
7. Take some relaxation exercises. Take care of your body through ways
of relieving tensions: swimming, yoga, dancing, Tai Chi, even smashing
dishes, etc.
8. Trust your own instincts about who is safe.
Information Session for partners, friends, family
Two information sessions are offered to partners, friends, and family members
of the group participants during the twenty-week group program. The sessions
are offered if at least five partners/friends/family members will be in
attendance in order to make a viable group. Each session is approximately
1 1/2 hours in length.
The first session is held sometime during the sixth week of the program
and the second session is held around week fourteen. This scheduling is
co-ordinated to complement the fact that group members are generally most
symptomatic at these points in time- during the telling of their stories
and the "working things through" stage. Accordingly, the purpose of the
Information Session is to provide support and information to the partners,
relatives, and/or friends of the group members during these difficult
periods. Those who attend are invited to do so by the group members and
there is no limit to the number of people group members can invite. Group
members do not attend these sessions, however.
First Information Session
Participants for the Information Session are met in the waiting room by
the group leaders and brought to the meeting room where refreshments are
available. Once everyone is seated, the group leaders welcome them and ask
each person to introduce themselves, identifying the nature of their relationship
to the group member (i.e., husband, friend, aunt, etc.).
Following this brief welcome, one of the group leaders begins the Session
by giving a short overview of the Twenty-week program as follows:
Weeks One through Three: We begin to talk about incest and sexual
abuse by asking group members to think about child victims and perpetrators
from an adult's perspective.
Weeks Four through Eight: Each woman is invited to tell of her
own experiences. We consider the story telling important as many of the
group members have never said their stories out loud or may not have been
believed.
Week Nine: We ask the group to think about those things which
are holding them back from moving forward and to prepare themselves for
the following week which is a four hour "Marathon Session."
Week Ten: This is a transitional session that is four hours in
length where the group can share their goals and gather courage in order
to deal with the feelings or things that are preventing them from moving
ahead with their lives.
Weeks Eleven through Nineteen: We deal with the issues raised
through the women's narratives. Usually, the focus is on feelings about
the actual events, feelings about self, and feelings directed against
the abuser. This is also a time to formulate plans to begin the process
of change.
Week Twenty: We celebrate the journey from victim to survivor
and congratulate the group members for their courage and strength.
Following this brief outline, the second group leader begins to talk
about the role that the people who are present at this session have in
the lives of the group members. This is stated as follows:
Some of you have been a part of a survivor's life for only a short
time; others have been a part of her life since the beginning. Each of
you is here because you want to provide a safe place for a special person
that you care a great deal about, a place where she can practice a different
way of being There are many ways that you can be a comfort and support
to a survivor, especially during this difficult time:
1) by understanding what your partner or friend or family member is
experiencing during this program.
2) by allowing your partner, friend, or family member time and space
to do this important work.
3) by not being threatened by your partner or friend or family member's
changes, and
4) by forgiving yourself if you have difficulty doing any of the above
but to keep on trying.
Some helpful hints are read and discussed as appropriate from Healing
the Incest Wound by Christina Courtois (1988).
Guidelines for response to disclosure of past childhood sexual abuse
- Be open to the disclosure. Let the survivor know you are open to
discussing what she feels comfortable telling you about her past.
- Appreciate how difficult it is to make a disclosure and to confide
long-held secrets.
- Offer her support and understanding. Empathize with her without pitying
her. Let her know that you hurt to hear that she had such difficult
events to contend with.
- Strive to be sensitive but matter of fact in your initial response
rather than highly emotional. Know that she needs a calm, accepting,
encouraging response.
- Encourage her to tell you details as she chooses to and as she is
able. Don't press for details and don't focus on the sexual details.
It may suffice for her to tell you only the most minimal of details
or she might want you to know more. It is her decision to do as she
is able.
- Don't blame her. Emphasize that, no matter what the circumstance,
she was not to blame. Be careful of questions that sound blaming, such
as "Didn't you try to stop it?"; "Did you tell him that you didn't like
it?"; "How did you know your mother wouldn't believe you if you didn't
try to tell her?"; "Maybe you really did enjoy it."
- Don't try to deny that it happened and don't tell her to forget it
and get on with her life or otherwise "talk the abuse into going away."
It's not "all in her head" and she needs to know that she is believed
and supported. Don't tell her she made it up to get attention or "things
like that just don't happen in good families," etc. It is especially
tempting to deny incest when the perpetrator is a respected and loved
member of the family and /or a "pillar of the community."
- Allow her her emotions and expect that she will have positive as
well as negative feelings or that her predominant ones might be confusion
and ambivalence. Not uncommonly, survivors have feelings of warmth and
love towards the perpetrator for the non-exploitive part of their relationship
especially if he was the only family member to offer her nurturance.
- Don't respond with panic. Allow yourself some time to sort out your
feelings.
- Don't pressure her and don't try to rush her. She needs to make choices
and take action at her discretion. She will also heal at her own pace.
Unfortunately, the recovery process is often lengthy -she needs support
over its duration.
- Encourage her to seek therapy if she has not yet done so. Let her
know that there are professionals who specialize in treating the aftereffects
of abuse and who can help her. Offer her hope that she can recover from
the effects of the past.
- Encourage her to make choices that are in her best interest. Don't
try to stop her from making choices and don't make them for her.
- Don't attempt to be overprotective or rescue her and don't confront
the perpetrator or other family members without her knowledge and permission.
Be aware that angry and retaliatory behavior can hurt her by making
her feel anxious, out of control, and powerless.
- Talk to her about taking action to safeguard children in the family
if the perpetrator still poses a risk. Other disclosures and reporting
might be necessary. Indicate your support and willingness to explore
possible avenues of action.
- Don't treat her like "damaged or spoiled good" following disclosure.
If you are her sexual partner, she needs assurances that she is still
lovable and attractive. Try to maintain your normal level of sexual
interaction and don't try to "make everything better with sex." Seek
out professional assistance or a support group if your feelings are
strongly negative or you find yourself obsessing about the details of
the abuse rather than focusing on the welfare of your partner. It is
appropriate to share your feelings of anger, hurt, etc., but be sure
they are directed towards the perpetrator and the abuse and are not
blaming of the survivor.
- Follow up with her after her initial disclosure to you. Don't let
the disclosure "go down a black hole," never to be mentioned again.
And don't tell her that you forgot that she had ever made a disclosure
to you.
- Maintain your normal expression of affection with the survivor. Touching,
holding, and hugging can be especially comforting. If you do not have
a relationship with the survivor which normally includes physical contact,
ask her permission before making any and respect her wishes.
- Support her in future disclosures, confrontations, or reporting.
Be aware that this may be especially difficult for other family members,
who are bound to feel split loyalty and to get caught up in other family
roles and interaction patterns.
- Respect her privacy. Do not break her confidence and don't discuss
her disclosure without her permission
[Reprinted from Healing the Incest Wound by Christina Courtois, Ph.D.by
permission of W.W.Norton & Company, Inc. Copyright© by Christina
Courtois, for use in this manual only.] DO NOT PHOTOCOPY.
The group leaders then present their definition of incest and, using
sample words from the Main Work of Session One, talk about what their
partners / friends / family members have experienced as victims of abuse.
No specific names are used but a general sense of what it feels like to
be a victim is conveyed to the group through the words that the group
members have used to describe their thoughts and feelings around incest.
Then, in order to focus those present on their partner / friend / family
member, the group leaders finish their presentation by discussing the
impact of the Twenty week program on group participants. In particular,
they acknowledge that this period, in which the stories are being told,
is especially difficult and requires a safe and supportive environment.
At this point, those attending are invited to ask questions and make
comments. This generally leads to a discussion around difficulties that
the partner/ friend / family members has in dealing with the group member,
information about how to be more supportive, fears that the partner /
friend / family member might have about dealing with the incest etc. This
discussion generally lasts about 45 minutes.
The session ends with a Go-Around and the group leader introduces the
exercise by asking,
How are you feeling about what happened here tonight ?
The group leaders also participate in the Go-Around and voice their own
thoughts and feelings. At the end of the session, several Handouts are
given to the partners /friends/family members.
The handout for this session is an article taken from T.V. Guide, April,
1988 by Sally Armstrong and is a commentary on the film To a Safer
Place produced by Shirley Turcotte, Gerry Rogers, and Beverly Shaffer.
Handout for the First Information Session
To a Safer Place
This article appeared in T.V. Guide, April 9th, 1988
A sexual-abuse survivor documents her painful journey toward healing
and self discovery by Sally Armstrong
There isn't a single family picture to record the lost childhood of Shirley
Turcotte. But a soul-searching documentary, To a Safer Place, does
in sixty minutes what a house full of photo albums could not have done.
It recounts a horror story of sexual abuse in a way that rivets public
attention to what actually happens when incest occurs.
The film follows Turcotte back to the farmhouse near Winnipeg where she
endured fourteen years of abuse and poses some key questions: How could
a mother let this happen to her child? How could neighbors have turned
their backs on the four children next door? And finally the camera records
Turcotte's return to the basement bedroom where the assaults occurred,
and the wall beside the bed- "a safer place"- into which young Shirley
would project her mind during her father's attacks. It was an escape mechanism
Turcotte credits with saving her sanity. There are none of the usual statistics
and no experts. Turcotte and co-producers Gerry Rogers and Beverly Shaffer
(who also directed) felt that the public is already aware that incest
is an enormous, if misunderstood, problem. They decided to do the film
from the perspective of one who has lived it-"the most effective way of
telling the story," says Shaffer.
In classic documentary style, the camera records the painful revelations
-Turcotte's brother Wilfred recalling the time that "Dad threw our little
dog against the wall and broke his back," and sister Linda saying, "I
was five years old when Dad went all the way with me." And Turcotte herself:
"He took me and took me until there was almost no me left to take."
To a Safer Place is bound to upset, anger, even horrify viewers.
It will elicit pity and fury. What it won't do is leave anyone untouched.
As an adult survivor of incest, Turcotte wrote her story down- not because
she envisaged a film adaptation, but because she needed to fulfil a prophecy.
"When I was 9," she explains, "I'd been terribly abused one day. Afterward,
I mixed a potion of mothballs and Javex. I put the glass to my mouth,
then stepped back. I thought to myself, 'I don't want to die; I just don't
want to live like this.'
"That was a pivotal moment for me. I know it sounds dramatic, but it
was very real to me. I went outside and sat in the field. The prairie
grass was so high, I felt it was hugging me like a mother. The sun was
beating down intensely, and there were all these tears. But there was
total clarity, too: If I was to live with this terrible abuse- my father
was a ritualistic raper- it would not be for no reason.
"There was a voice inside my head saying, 'It's OK, you're here for a
change.' I knew I was like a channel or a piece of wire. I didn't feel
I had power - just that I was a conduit."
Writing out her story was a process so cathartic "the book didn't even
have to be published."
But soon after she finished, she met Anne Henderson, a producer at the
NFB's [National Film Board] Studio D. Henderson was in Vancouver, where
Turcotte now lives, making a film about women in non-traditional jobs
(Turcotte is a business engineering support supervisor at B.C. Telephone).
She asked Henderson to read her story.
Henderson ultimately passed the story to Studio D producers Gerry Rogers
and Kathleen Shannon, who in turn brought in Beverly Shaffer, a director,
says Rogers, "who would be wise enough to allow Shirley's story to come
through and use her directorial skills to enhance it."
"I liked Shirley immediately," says Shaffer (who won a 1978 Oscar for
I'll Find a Way'). "Here was a woman who had emerged as a whole person
from an experience from which there was no release. I felt the film could
be a healing process." Surprisingly, convincing people to be interviewed
for the film wasn't difficult. "They all knew that the more personal they
were, the more valuable the film would be to people who are suffering
from incest," says Shaffer. One of Turcotte's conditions on making the
film was that her family would see it together before it was screened,
which they did- the first time in 14 years they'd all been together. Moreover,
says Shaffer, "they came to all the public screenings too, and invited
every single person they knew. No one ever knew this side of them. Wilfred
(who had several brushes with the law) brought his lawyer, his parole
officer and all his buddies."
For Shirley's mother, the screenings were healing events. "Her usual
body stance is invisible- hunched over, head down, no eye contact," says
Shaffer. "People kept coming up to her saying, 'Thank you for being in
that film. It was really brave of you.' Her body language changed. She
started to hold her head up."
Of the people who will watch the film, Turcotte says, "I hope it will
give them permission to speak." Will her father watch it? Turcotte doesn't
know. "He chose not to participate in the film, though he was invited
to do so. He's not part of this journey. He's responsible and accountable
for the abuse, but I'm responsible for putting myself back together."
And of the thousands of victims who will be watching, Turcott hopes the
film will help them to know they aren't alone. She works with survivors
of sexual abuse at a support group she started in Vancouver called SEPSA
(Support, Education and Prevention of Sexual Abuse in Children) and feels
the advice she gives to her clients would work well for society.
"I say to them, 'Imagine a room so full of guck, it's as though ten teenagers
had lived in it for ten years. There's mould on the ceiling, garbage everywhere,
a stench. All of your senses are offended. Sexual abuse is like that for
the survivor. All of your senses are so abused, you have to detach..'
I tell my clients to get out of the room. 'Later, open the door, take
out one thing. Fix that one thing. Be with it until it's OK for you. Then
put it aside and take out one more thing.'
"Our society," says Turcotte, "is sitting in the middle of that room
juggling sex abuse like a hot potato. It's overwhelmed by it and doesn't
know who to charge with fixing the problem. Society needs to learn to
take one piece at a time and focus energy on solutions."
Second Information Session
The second Information Session begins in a similar fashion to the first.
To insure that any newcomers are welcomed, the group leaders ask that each
person introduce themselves and give their relationship to the group member.
The focus of this session is less informational and more supportive. As
a result, the group leaders' presentation is quite short and serves as a
lead-in for a group discussion. The discussion is introduced as follows:
From our experience, we know that this is a very difficult time for
the women in our groups. It is also probably a difficult time for you
as you are watching your partner / friend / family member experience painful
feelings- feeling raw, feeling hurt, feeling despair. We would like to
give you an opportunity to tell about how this is for you.
In the group, we have just had the fourteenth session. The last time
you were here, your partner /friend / family member was struggling with
the pain of reliving the abuse as the stories were told. Now, you are
seeing them in a different struggle as they work through the process of
making changes in their lives.
The discussion opens with one of the group leaders addressing the following
questions to the group.
1. What changes are you seeing?
2. What do these changes mean for you?
Following a discussion that lasts about one hour, the group leaders initiate
a Go-Around. Again the question is asked,
"How are you feeling about what went on tonight?"
A handout, "Personal Bill of Rights" is given out at the end of the session.
Handout for the Second Information Session
Personal Bill of Rights
1. I have the right to make my own decisions.
2. I have the right to use my own judgement.
3. I have the right to say "no" without feeling guilty.
4. I have the right to feel anger and express it appropriately.
5. I have the right to make mistakes.
6. I have the right to be treated as a capable human being.
7. I have the right to feel and express love and affection.
8. I have the right to have my needs be as important as others'.
9. I have a right to my feelings.
10. I have a right to ask for what I want.
11. I have the right to change my mind.
Six-Month Follow-up Session
Participants in the "Victim to Survivor" Group are invited back for one
follow-up meeting six months after completion of their group. The purpose
of this meeting is to provide the women with an opportunity to review and
to share with the group what has been happening for them since the ending
of the group.
The women are warmly welcomed back by the group leaders. Following this
welcome, the group leaders ask each of the group members to take a few
minutes to fill in an evaluation questionnaire. Often, the perspectives
that group members have about the group change across time. For example,
immediately following the group, the women may be distressed that their
safe haven is no longer available. They may feel abandoned by the group
leaders, or, on the other hand, they may feel that their issues are completely
resolved. The passage of time often changes some of these feelings and
thoughts and completing this questionnaire gives the women some time to
think about changes and/or differences, either positive or negative, in
the time since the ending of the group.
Following the completion of the evaluation form, an informal discussion
ensues for the remainder of the session. The evening is made more social
by having tea, coffee, and refreshments available and by not following
any structured format. The session generally lasts for about 1 1/2 hours.
An example of the sixth-month evaluation questionnaire is presented on
page 179.
Victim to Survivor Group
Six-Month follow-up Evaluation
1. What is the most valuable thing that you learned/experienced in the group
that you are using now?
2. Have you experienced any set-backs?
3. What have family members or friends identified as changes in you?
4. Since the beginning of the group, have you experienced any change
in other aspects of your life (e.g. child management, relationships, friends,
decision-making, self-confidence)?
5. What are the issues that you are currently finding difficult or are
working on in your life?
6. Any comments?
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